friends are like stars. you don't always see them, but you know they're always there.
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people don't care how much you know, until they know how much you care♥
Hello there! Hola. Aloha. Bonjour. Ni Hao. WELCOME TO MY BLOG. This is my ground. My place. And when your in my court, you go with my rules. Your respect is highly appriciated. =)
Firstly, i'd like to welcome you to my blog! I hope you enjoy your stay here. Link me if you wish, leave me a comment and i'll link you back.
Secondly, i'd also like to apologize in advance as nowadays i rarely update due to my pack schedules or lazyness to some point.
And last but not least, hey you! yes, you. guess what? well, YOU ROCK. hahha. i know you do. put on that mighty smile of yours and say you do. nobodys perfect. so make do with yourself. each and everyone of us are made unique in our own ways. everyone is beautiful. and don't you ever forget that.
anything is possible. just believe in yourself.
what you focus on, will become your reality.
live with passion.
share a smile with someone everyday. each one reach one, each one teach one. anyone can make a difference. ♥
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my life.
my w o r d s.
my shout-out-louds.
my blog.
the name's huiJEN.
.i am who i am(:
peace.
_____♥ i love music.
i love photography.
i love designing.
i love art.
i love meeting new people.♥____
i know i dont rock at them. but, still. heh.
♥ i also love badminton.
and kayaking.
camps
and holidays.
anything to do with outdoorsy-stuff.
my friends.
and smileys. =) ♥
-other hearts.*
Story Books.
(Namely, Harry Potter, Vampire Academy,
Percy Jackson, Darren Shan etc)
American Idol.
FlyFM.
Internet.
GYLS.
OBML.o7 | Gading.
holidays are here! and exams are FINALLY over! woohoo=)
i just came back from a one night stay in camerons. bought back looads of strawberries and maize. i lovee strawberries! tehee. xD
alison, doechan, emma, eunice, hoiyin, peicing, samantha and i went to watch this show called BREAKOUT last thursday. (which was, not to mention, the last day of exams for us!) it's this korean dance comedy, which is TOTAL AWESOME-NESS! bwhahahha. we met yngshin, wanpei and kiesha, who went together, and yingfang together with mengfei there.
okay, so this show mainly contains these five dudes: LUMP- the dangerous but innocent. he's a damn good beatbox-er!; DANDY- dances well! apparently many of my friends like him. lol; GREY- this guy who's supposed to be old but dances like a young hipster; TRICKY- who is so damn perverted! lmao; and JOKER- who is so damn hillarious! i love him best! hahha. he dances well too! =D then the others from the crew are: GUNDOG- the policeman. hahhaha. he's funny too! and crazy. lol; the S.W.A.T. dude- omggg. i love him too! he is so damn good in beatbox-ing! woohoo; and these three hawt GIRLS- who are all really good in dancing! =) really, it was one of the BEST concerts i've ever been to! dang, i reallyy wanna go back to one of their performances again. gah.
here are some pictures i took using al's camera:
i learnt that for staying back a little, you'll always get the chance to take pictures with the stars! hahahhaha. cheers(:
sigh. TWO more days of exam to go! three papers to sit. CHINESE. MATHS and PHYSICS paper one. i am sooworried i f-fail this term! what if i do? i've NEVER everever failed since kindy! and i am currently so freaking addicted to PLURK! gah. and i've got soo many things to do before thatcomes. =s sigh.
anyways, watch this! hahhaha. i likey it aloot=) do~ a deer, a female dear~ re~ a drop of golden sunn~ teheee. xD
till heres anyway. nothing much to say anymore. hahah. byeeeeeeeee=)
i have stopped feeling sorry for adam on his losing out. cause, no matter wha, he was way better than kris allen. and he'll do alot better after this! just like david archuleta from last season, clay aiken from season 2, katherine mcphee from season 5, chris daughtry and so on! hahahha.
anyway, i am currently officially crazy over this song. xD NO BOUNDARIES. adam lambert's version! A-M-A-Z-I-N-G ! (if you have nothing good to comment about this, please dont. thank you.)
SONG and LYRICS to the song.
Seconds hours so many days You know what you want but how long can you wait Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way What if your chances are already gone Started believing that I could be wrong But you give me one good reason To fight and never walk away
Coz hear I am - still holding on!
Every step you climb another mountain Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains) Weather the hurricane To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams Then take it by the hand and show you that you can There are no boundaries x2
I fought to the end to stand on the edge What if today is as good it gets Don’t know where the future’s headed Nothings gonna bring me down
I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why I always knew why
So hear I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain Weather the hurricane To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher You can go deeper There are no boundaries Above and beneath you Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain Weather the hurricane To get to that one thing When you think the road is going nowhere Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x3
ADAM! you ROCK and ily! teeeheee(: till heres. cheeeers(:
when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace - jimi hendrix =)
my 101 post! rofl.this is seriously lame. four days of exams are over. BUT we've still another five more to go. this is so damn touturing. seriously. gah. PHYSICS was so damn hard. effinly hard. BIOLOGY was well, hard. but easier than physics. CHEMISTR was okay. i guess. haven't gone thru paper 2 yet tho. =s tomorrow's add maths and sivics. wish me luck. lol.
anyway. main reason i wanted to blog. OMFG. KRIS ALLEN GOT CROWNED THE 8TH AMERICAN IDOL! wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. screw them. T.T ADAM LAMBERT SHOULD HAVE GOT THE TITLE! he deserved it much more than that no good guy. gah. i mean, altho i amm a fan of his too. but seriously, adam should have got the title! the dude's so much freaking more awesome than kris! grrrr. david-archuleta-all-over-again. damn sad la wey. well, anyway, he made it that far. hope he does well in the future! i'd definately get his album when he has one. and i hope he gets here to malaysia first before kris does too. teheheeeee. xD annnnyyyway. i still congratulate kris on winning i guess. all the best to him too. lol.
till heres. byeeeeeee=) oh, and. goodluck in the exams! woo.
here to update again. was gonna update last night actually. but then i had two tags to do, so i did them instead. lol. neeways, ohmygawd, EXAMS ARE COMING! oh, the horror. i haven't even started my revisions! first term- all over again. sigh. i really should get started now. but i still haven't got the mood. HELP! plus, i still have other things i have to do too. argh. i seriously seriously need help=S
welp, nothin really happened much this week. except the fact that im missing school today. lol. last saturday tho, was wesak day. hahha. although it was reaally tiring, it was like the first time i had soo much fun on a wesak day! xD basically cause this year i'm in sunday school. hm, on saturday, got up at around 6.30am, then set off for temple at 7am. went there to help out at the canteen area, sorting the vegetarian food to distritube FOC to the devotees with my friends. was there from around 7.30am till 12.30pm. then i went to have lunch at grandmum's. i fell asleep on her couch right after lunch. hahha. by the time we got home, it was around 2.30pm. i fell back to sleep again till round 4pm. xD singyeh came to pick me up at 5.15pm and we headed off to CRC to participate in the wesak day procession. =) was the first time for both of us. hahhah. i met up with yiying, elynn, yirfang and the rest there. oh, yiying and me went hunting for weichen and yanyan who were supposed to be there with another buddhist association. there were LOADs of people there. we walked for 3 hours plus all around town in penang. we joked, we laughed, we sang. it was really funn. lols. i managed to get to know more of my sunday school people while at it too(:
on sunday morning, i had to go back to the temple again for sunday school. only to find out we were needed to help keep in the candle stuff. after clearing off the area, we were given blessings for our exams=D and that was pretty much it for the weekends.
and now- american idol results! DANNY GOKEY finaally leaves us tonight. bwhahahha. the top two of season 8 are ADAM LAMBERT and KRIS ALLEN! how cool is that? lol. they both rock. but i still prefer adam lambert. tehee. hope he wins! GO ADAM! (:
5.What do you wished for birthday : happiness in life? idk. varies from time to time.
6.Happy things that happened recently : happy? uh, wesak day! hahha. wasn't a happy thing, but it sure was fun and unforgettable=)
7.Most stressed about recently : exams, homework, projects.
8.What is your dream about future : world peace. seriously.
9.Do you have someone you like : not exactly. lol.
10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : uhm, if its a classmate gathering, whats it gotta do with your ex-teacher?
11.Most happy to hang out with : friends(:
12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : try to help out, if possible.
13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : don't know.
14.What to do in Christmas : go shopping with friends. tehee.
15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : friends? friends. family. friends of family. idk?
16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : shutting the alarm and then dozing back off to sleep again.
17.How many siblings do you have : 3.
18.Favourite song(Female) : most currently would be home sweet home by carrie underwood. or you belong with me by taylor swift. or homecoming by hey monday! gah. the list just goes on and on and on.
19.Favourite song(Male) : dear god by avenged sevenfold. mad by neyo. you can by david archuleta. can i name a few more? there's just really so much more. hahha.
20.Favourite Colour : blue, pink, black and white.
21.Flush before using the toilets? : what sort of question is this? lol. uh, yea, only when the previous user hadnt bothered to do so.
22.Love me not? : touch-me-not? (: i dont get this. heh.
23.Affectionate to guys or girls : guys.
24.What do you want to shout out loudly : HELP MEEEEEEEEE!
25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : why not?
26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : swtness.
27.Who’s the bastard : the.. bastards? you? me? idk. =S
28.What’s the current affection : photography. i think. or maybe art.
29.Ugly when asleep: same by day.
30.Whats the time now : 12:59AM. wow. lol.
31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : no. duh?
32.Weight : 100000kg.
33.Weather today : was raining a lil from time to time. besides that, quite fair.
34.Are you pregnant : what the hell.
35.What will you do if you win a lottery : pay for overseas education? hahha. i know it's lame, but, getting good education is gonna lead to good job opportunities, which also leads to good fortune. XD
36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : what's uni-life? =S
【People Tagged】 You don't have to do this unless you really want to=)
1. Mark. 2. Yi Hui. 3. Kang Yean. 4. Yu-Jin. 5. Vincent. 6. Pei Cing. 7. May Kim. 8. Eunice. 9. Joella. 10. Felicia.
01-【Does no.4 know no.6?】： Nope.
02-【No.10 is a male or?】：Female.
03-【 The hobby of no.8】： Ballet? hahhah.
04-【Does no. 1 have any siblings】：Yep.
05-【The surname of of no.7】：Tan.
06-【Does no.10 have alot of friends?】: Yeah.
07-【Anyone tackling no.4?】: LOL. i don't really know. hahah.
08-【If no.2 is being introduced?】：Say DOECHAN! =P
09-【The favourite colour of no.6】: Red. If i'm not mistaken. or did she change to green already? lol. x)
12-【Where is no.5 studying currently?】：SXI.
13-【How do you know no.10?】: classmates last year. sat beside me=)
14-【Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you?】: -cough- not even in months. barely 2 weeks! hah.
15-【Ever hang out with no.9?】：in school, yeah. so far havent got the chance to hang out anywhere besides school grounds with her, but im sure we will in future. we only met this year anyway. hahha=)
16-【Do you like to chat with no.2?】: yeah. highly entertaining=P
17-【Like to be with no.3?】：uhmmm. not someone i hate. hahah.
18-【How do you think about no.7?】：davidarchuelta! xD.
19-【How do you think about no.9?】：adamlambert! tehee.
20-【Do you love no.5?】：uh, as a friend(:
NUMBER.
1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : Mark.
2.How long have you known him/her : err. around a year? i think. xD
3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : yeah. all my close friends are=)
4.Your relationship with him/her : friends. (:
5.Whats his/hers hobby? : watching football, hating liverpool, art, eating, YE-ing, music, bullying other people. etc. heh. x)
6.What do you think about his/her personality? : nice, friendly, caring.
7.His/her points of importance in your heart : overall a really good friend=]
＊1st thing before sleep : turn down the volume of my radio.
＊1st thing after awaking from sleep : fumble around for my alarm clock. heh.
＊Your idol : from american idol? season 7: david archuleta! season 8: adam lambert! and kris allen plus a lil bit of allison iraheta. way ta go them! =)
＊Favourite season : Autumn.
＊Worked part-time before? : not really. i didn't get paid. hahha. but i gained loads of knowledge tho.
＊Times worked : counted as once i guess.
＊Country that wanted to go the most : too many to list.
＊Personality hated : bitch-y-ness. and those two-faced people.
＊Are you a crybaby? : a little.
＊You laugh alot? : yea. mostly in school tho. x)
＊Do you like to go out alone? : sometimes.
＊What time will you wake up if it's a holiday? : depends.
＊Today’s weather（Sunny Rainy Cloudy）: part cloudy, part rainy, part sunny. xD
＊Choose between Friends and Lover : friends. as far as i know, are miles and miles better.
＊Choose between Chances and Fates : fate. destiny. LOL.
＊Are you narcissist? : no. how could i? i hate myself.
＊Is this questionnaire long? : undoubtfully.
＊How to make yourself feel better every time? : music/art.
＊Favourite food : don't have one.
＊Do you like ice? : hell yeah. x)
＊Are you full of happiness? : not so much.
＊Who are the friends that you care the most? : the ones that are always by my side. helping me always whenever i needed them.
＊What's the most important item in your bed room? : bed. duh? lol.
＊Most consistent dream at sleep : i havent got a clue.
＊Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : uh. depends.
＊Whats the meaning of life? : none at the moment.
＊Do you know？（See if you can answer this！）: Not Everything
＊When do you hate me? : always.
＊Like the day you were born or been into the society?: cant say i like it, but i do appriciate it tho, i guess.
＊Like Taoism or Confucianism？ : uh, not really.
＊Favourite cake? : anything but banana and those minty ones.
＊Can we stop this game now? : thank god. i'm sleepy=S
＊Do you like sardines? : no. i prefer tuna. x)
＊Who knows you the best? : don't know.
＊IQ higher or EQ? : IQ.
＊Computer or Mobile Phone : both.
＊Prefer to sleep or play? : both.
＊Friendster or Facebook? : Facebook.
＊Whats your wish right now? : to do my best in everything.
＊Tired? : duh. any idea what the time is? -yawn-
＊Favourite drinks : coofffeeeeee. [;
＊What do you think of the humanity and personality of the person who tagged you? : mean. kidding. xD
Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 6 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
1. Crazy stuff you did before. crazy? uhh. i dont really know. hahha. xD
2. What is your most favourite thing to do ? listening to music, going out with friends, drawing/painting, picking up a camera, going outdoor-sy stuff and reading STORY books. hahha. no way of picking which is better.
3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ? yea. to correct the things i've done wrong, change everything to make things right. hoping it'll make my life much much better than how it is now=\
4. What do people call you besides your name? Jen? cause i tell them to. i hate my chinese name for some reason. hahha. then again, there are those who call me ahjen or jenjen too. =x
5. Is there someone in your heart right now ? nope-y. unless you count those people you know you'd never be able to get hold of. hahha. the fat-hopes.
6. Do you feel loved in this world ? i'm not entirely sure? heh=S
7. What are you afraid to lose the most ? the ones that mean the most to me.
8. What you wish to do now? to be able to cope thru the entire year of form4 without breakdowns, and then move on to face a dreadful year of form5.
9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ? why do i see this question everywhere? gah.
10. Do you think you are special? yea. well, i think everyone's special in their own ways=)
11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? to be someone like edward cullen! only, that's like, reaaally impossible. so, i have nothing else to say. lol. x]
12. What do you think is your purpose in life? i have a problem with finding it out meself at the moment.
13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment? hell, yeah! in fact, i feel like killing more than 2. hahha.
14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be? wha-? one thing? how could anyone survive with only one thing? where'd all the nutrien thingys come from? hahha=P
15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick? happy. definately happy.
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change? un-open-minded. i guess. that's wha my mum always tells me anyway.
17. What will you do if your going to die tomorrow? grab the opportunity to show my appriciation for all my loved ones, both friends and family, show them how important they are to me, how much they've helped me thru in life and how life would have never been the same without each and everyone of them. (:
18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why? love song? uh. i don't know what catagories the songs i have in mind are now. hahha. how about 1234 by plain white ts? well, cause the song rocks=]
19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman? live life to the fullest? is it too late for that?
20. Whats your craze at the moment? AMERICAN IDOL! and a pinch of harrypotter. rofl. x)
People I tagged: basically, anyone who's bored and has nothing to do and who wants to do this. cheers(:
wow. yet another weekend gone. well, last week we had a long weekend anyways. so it wasnt that bad. hmm, on friday, i went to help out backstage for my sunday schools' concert. Shower of Petals. apparently i knew no one who was helping as the rest of my friends dropped out last minute. anyway, made new friends while at it. there were six of us- two guys from USM, and three other guys from my sunday school temple. lols. was an experience. and guess wha-? i met wei chen there! hahhaha. was a shocking surprise really. x)
on saturday, it was back to MP for me. spent around two hours there with peicing, tictchyn, caiqian, wanpei, and two other guys. we were taking our last phase of our leo examinations- proficiency test, where we had to undergo a question paper, and an interview. PCC allan cheah. at least i think that's how he's name's spelt. sorry if i spelt it wrong=\ hahha. well, he was a really nice guy. and, and my dad knew him as my dad said he used to belong in the same club as me dad. lol. xP
on sunday, we went to sunday school as usual. but classes where cancelled and we were helping around the main temple for around 4 hours. it was sorta fun, not bad really, seeing all the devotees giving all sorts of goods to the monks. there were stuff from curry puffs to hokkien mees and toilet-ish usage stuff! xD
right, and this week. ALLISONwent home! noooooooooo~ *sobs* i was soo hoping it to be danny gokey. WHY? sigh. she did soo well! and all the judges had to criticise danny and.. kris so much more than her. sigh. well, the remainding top three are- ADAM lambert. KRIS allen and DANNY gokey. cheers.
and. i, well. nowadays i feel so.. down. gah. all the pressure, the activities, the duties, the things i need to do. i feel so exhausted all the time. i still don't know how to solve all the things going around me. confused, hurt, upset. all these, in one? i just don't know. sigh.
ahh, i shall stop now.
still have two essays and around 8 school homework to complete. gah.
i shall leave you with somepictures i took of the SOP concert while i was backstage. i'm sorry, but their kinda blurry and well- ugly? cause i had to godge through all the mic stands and i had only my phone camera which was, completely useless. i did try my very best to edit them tho. anyways. hope you enjoy! nights(:
ohhhh-myyyyyyyyyyyyy-gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd! ADAM LAMBERT and KRIS ALLEN were BOTH in the BOTTOM THREE! omg. omg. omg. omgg. that was such a shocking scene. seriously. i nearly -nearly- chocked when i heard/saw the news. mygooood. why did america do this to him? him and kris. gah. should have been danny there. ugh. well, luckily they didn't go home anyway. it was the end of the road, however, for MATT GIRAUD. who was saved by the judges two weeks ago. bah, what a waste. heh. welp, now the top four for season eight are: ADAM, KRIS, ALLISON and DANNY. and my top 3 are in there~ bwhahahahha. glad they made it all the way! awesome stuff they did. oh, and a happy belated birthday to allison who turned 17 on monday(:
i'm now currently addicted to a new song, well, not really new, but i've just managed to find out the name and artist after searching for it soo long now. dear god by avenged sevenfold! turns out, they aren't that bad afterall. hahhaha.
gotta go to bed soon! gotta be up early for tomorrow's SOP concert. =) till heres! cheers(:
