It's My Life<3

one month.

2011-06-18T16:02:00.004+08:00

one month to go!
or well, less than a month to go.
till...
i'm back in penang! :)
and i get to see everyone again! :))

and, and, to top it off, this trip back means:
HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART II!

and
LIVERPOOL!

can't wait to go back! :)

2011-04-03T17:15:00.005+08:00

i'm sorry i can't be perfect.

cause we lost it all, nothing lasts forever.

for all the things;

2011-03-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

i'm sorry,
for not being able to be there for you;
for not being able to help you;
for not being able to pull you back up when you've fallen;
for not being there to lend a shoulder for you to lean on;
for not being able to be a better friend;
for not being good enough for you.

i really should start learning how to be a better friend.
:(

so hold on, to me tight, hold on, to me tonight, we are stronger here together, than we could ever be alone, so hold on to me, don't you ever let me go.

What Are Words?

2011-03-10T01:10:00.004+08:00

ONE of the most meaningful songs i've ever heard :)
What Are Words, by Chris Medina.

Anywhere you are, I am near,
Anywhere you go, I'll be there,
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see.
How every single promise I keep,
Cuz what kind of guy would I be,
If I was to leave when you need me most?

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them?
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't?
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close.

<3

Owl City (:

2011-03-05T13:28:00.001+08:00

can't stop listening to this song :)
it's so freaking awesome! :D
original soundtrack of legend of the guardians of Ga'Hoole.
TO THE SKY by OWL CITY.

enjoy! <3

random urge.

2011-03-04T19:50:00.007+08:00

out of the blues, i have this random urge to blog again.
i guess i just suddenly feel like typing stuff. (O.o?)

maybe i need something to talk to?
or maybe it's the just fact that i don't get to text much these days anymore. hahah.
ah well, heregoesnothing :)

right.
so its been almost 2 months since i've came here.
why does time have to fly so fast?
i always figured that time has something against us.
ticking away faster when we don't want it to.
and slowing down when we want it to move.
Y U NO LIKE US? :(
sigh. anyways,
honestly, before coming here, all i had on my mind was: anxiousness.
honestly, i was afraid of not being able to blend in, that the people wouldn't be nice;
i was afraid that i wouldn't cope, that i would fall back and disappoint them.
but all's changed since i came.
it's true, i still do feel afraid of falling back,
but people here are nice. (:
however, the one fear which proved right,
was the missing everybody part.
I MISS EVERYONE BACK HOME :(
i miss everyone from school.
i miss everyone from tuition.
i miss everyone from camp.
i miss everyone from LEO.
i miss everyone from GYLS.
i miss, well, everyone.
Sigh.

And now, i feel emo. LOL.
I think i'll stop.
Before I start crying again or somethin. ugh.
Toodles.
Take care everybodeh! :)

this is my temporary home, it's not where i belong, windows and rooms, that i'm passing through.

:)

2011-03-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

is thankful, for the people she's met here (:
is thankful, for the friends she has, here and back home.
is thankful, for how awesome they are, both the new and the old.

<3
i'll say hey, and you'll say baby, how's you day, i'll say crazy, but it's all gonna be alright :)

A New Beginning.

2011-02-25T22:26:00.001+08:00

i miss you guys.
i miss them.
i miss him.
i miss her.
i miss you.

can't wait till i see everyone again.

dusty blog.

2010-10-10T21:12:00.004+08:00

WOW. my blog's so freaking dusty. *bloooows* xD
HELLO people! Long time no.. hear? see? heh.
Anyways, how's life for everyone?
Mine sucks at the moment btw.
Everythings going the other side of up. :(
I miss my GYLS gang.
and I miss Emma & Eunice too! :(
Wish time will turn backwards.
And make everything okay again.
I wish some friendships would have stayed.
I wish everything would go back to NORMAL.
Just the way it was.
Further more, we're graduating soon.
Everyone's going their own ways.
I'LL MISS EVERYONE. ah.
And I don't want next year to come so soon.
I'm not sure i'm ready for that change yet.
Oh, and SPM's just round the corner.

All the best to everyone!
ILY.
xxx

FIFA 2010.

2010-07-04T14:37:00.002+08:00

IT'S TIME FOR AFRICA!
football fever's hereee.
(and nearly gonee)
now its down to:
SPAINN vs germany.
and
NETHERLANDS vs uruguay.
WHO WILL WIN?

this season,
I support:
#1 ESPANYOL!
#2 ENGLAND! (already out:/)
#3 NETHERLANDS!

may the best team win (:

exam

2010-05-14T15:55:00.002+08:00

3 DAYS DOWN.
8 days to go.
so near yet so far.

going down down down down downn.

DOOMSVILLE.

2010-05-05T20:19:00.004+08:00

ONE WEEK.
one week.
one week.
one week.
one week.

that's all i have left.
and i still haven't started. T.T
i'm stupid. tell me i am.

that's what i am right now. a LOSER. for not getting started. *slaps myself*

I'm officially going on the record, to say I'm in love with you. I'm officially everything you hope that I would be, this time I'll tell the truth. I'm officially wrong, I know. For letting you go the way I did. Unconditionally more than I ever was before.
Officially yours, i am.

torture

2010-05-03T14:54:00.006+08:00

somebody, ANYBODY.

please tell me that i should start STUDYINGG.

tell me i'm bound to fail again if i don't.

tadaa. this will be my exam paper if i dont start.
i find this funny. heh. (:

friends

2010-05-03T14:12:00.007+08:00

you know what?
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS.
and well, to those i don't get to meet up with anymore,
i miss you guys sooo much.
too much to describe.

(i don't know why i said all that. just suddenly felt like saying it. tehee)

true friends stick together. no matter what happens.

2010-05-02T00:46:00.003+08:00

NOBODY CARES.
if only they knew.
if only you knew.

If everyone cared and nobody cried. If everyone loved and nobody lied.

exams

2010-05-01T11:49:00.002+08:00

I SHOULD START STUDYING.
tell me i should.

exams are coming. and it's like, really really near.

maybe i should start studying like this dude:D

Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running. A long, long time ago.

Why?

2010-04-30T14:53:00.004+08:00

I CRIED IN SCHOOL TODAY.
don't look at me like that!
i couldn't stand it:(
today,
my school chinese teacher,
told us that she will only be teaching us till june.
in other words,
SHE'LL NOT BE TEACHING US ANYMORE. T.T
i'm sure everyone's like, soooo? right now.
but, its not fair.
she is, will always be,
my one and only favourite chinese teacher.
i have never EVER liked any chinese lessons till this year.
because of her, i actually LOOK forward to chinese classes in school. now that she wont be teaching us anymore, how can i look forward to chinese lessons anymore? T.T
why's life so unfair?
out of all the teachers they could change.
WHY OUR CHINESE TEACHER?
everyone agrees that her classes are the best!
why not change our PHYSICS TEACHER?
change anyone else, but her. please. :(
sigh. more tears were shed when she showed us this video clip about a 8 year old kid willing to sacrifice her life to lift the burden from her dad.
although i couldnt really understand what all those chinese words meant, at least i could get the picture of what the story was saying. it was sooo touching:(
AND THENNN.
i came home, switched on the tv,
and saw Siobhan singing.
awww, imma miss her.
she was so good! sigh.
sad day much?

always always appreciate time spent with those you love;

SMILE

2010-04-29T22:35:00.005+08:00

One of my current most favourite songs:

Smile (:
By Uncle Kracker.

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler than the flip side
Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where
You send me, lets me know that it's okay
Yeah, it's okay
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone,
Somehow you come along just like
A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain, and just like that

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh, you make me smile

smile, you♥

American Idol Update

2010-04-29T18:15:00.006+08:00

Has anyone been watching American Idol Season 9?
Imo, it's not very good. :\
Besides Lee DeWyze, (and Big Mike),

I don't exactly like anyone else.
I MISS DAVID ARCHULETA and ADAM LAMBERT.
argh. and i miss Paula Abdul too.
oh, that reminds me,
i'm totally boy-cotting it next year.
no more Simon Cowell? wth.

how can american idol be american idol without him?
ah well, this is just so sad :(

yesterday was the TOP 6 performance.
Shania Twain. love her songs:)
anyways, results today.
and guess who got voted off?
Siobhan Magnus.
one of those i would have prefered to stay.
sigh, life's not fair afterall.

she did well:)

tik tok.

2010-04-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

TIME IS RUNNING OUT.

i need more time:'(

2010-01-02T14:00:00.007+08:00

HELLOOO!
lol. im back for one last time for the moment i think.
won't have time to blog much after this:\
but i'll try my very very very best to blog whenever i can: )

anyhoo,
ITS 2010 PEOPLE!
new year, new hopes, new resolutions.
this year, my main motive will be to score for SPM.
it's a must. thus, imma have to work hard for it.
oh, and i'm surrendering my ipod AND computer usage after tomorrow:(
fast eh? sigh. but anyways, everyone can feel free to contact me via my cell:] text me if you need me! haha!

well well, 2009 was a good year for me.
one of the few things i'm thankful of 2009 is the fact that i got to make loads of new friends and loads of new best friends. friends from all over penang, all over malaysia and even from all over the world. just wanna say that i truely am grateful for having had the chance to get to know every one of you. you guys are the best! thanks for all your support and thanks for helping create an unforgetable 2009 year for me! love you guys. hahha:)

hmm, before i go,
i'll leave with some picture recaps of the events which happened in the later half of year 2009=) hope everyone has a good and prosporous 2010 aye. sayonara;)

all the best! :)

its the holidays!

2009-09-18T22:17:00.004+08:00

HEY there people!
today's the first day of our 10-day school break.
it's the raya holidays folks=)
taking this opportunity to to wish all my muslim friends and also to everyonee a very very selamat hari raya! :)

well, my timetable for this holidays is surprisingly not so packed with activities. kinda laid-back. finally a cut off from my normally impact world. but then again, there would also be some leo activities going on (non which i have complaint about), for instance, the international coastal cleanup project which im really looking forward to! and also my regular tuition classes. hmm, my friends and i are also planning a visit to a pasar malam sometime next week. hahah. oh! and tomorrow morning i'll be having a game of badminton with some family friends! can't wait for that. hahha.

hmm, welp, i think thats about all ive got in my mind to say.
will try updating soon.
cheers(:

it's raining out there.

its never the same.

2009-09-17T12:00:00.004+08:00

WHY'D YOU CHANGE?
why? why? why? why?
or am i just making assumptions?

Crapping=)

2009-09-11T02:58:00.003+08:00

Helloooooooo. Happy Fly Day everyone! =)
I apologize dearly for not updating once again. hahha. I'm beginning to have the feeling that my blog's gonna die off pretty soon. dannggg=\
Anyhoo, im here to pour things i wanna share! Quote "The Secret to Living is Giving" UnQuote.
So, well, within the period of my last post and this, i had a one week short break off school, which was kinda awesome. highlights of the holidays were THURSDAY; where i got to meet up with my friends from GYLS! hahah. now that was awesomee. first, we met up at gurney and later after that, as it was raining, they came to my house for the barbecue. we had a BLAST people! loved that day so much as i was missing all of them like hell. people present at the gathering were: Bryan, Janna, JiaXiong, Melvin, Aliff, Stephanie, Richard, Bob, Edmund and myself. thanks for the day guys=) *hugs* alrighty, and moving on, on MONDAY, the 31st of August, was the day our Installation was carried out. woots. yet another fab day. would like to take this opportunity to THANK all the committee members of the event. you guys were great and we rocked it! really am grateful to have been given the chance to work with the bunch with you, and also to get to know all of you better in person:] *smilee*

Part of the Board of Committee of the Joint Installation and Induction 09-10

Hmm, what else can i talk about? Life now is kinda, well, busy yet boring. I'm somewhat grounded from most activities too. But then again, I still have all those work that are needed to be done. Sighs. Welps, at least i dont despise what i'm doing. lols.
Oh, and and 09.09.09 just passed! happy radio day, Malaysia! and I LOVE YOU flyfm! hahah! have been listening to them since they just began. they still rock all the way till now. (:

till heres then,
cheers people!
big huggs with big smilees,
Jen.

pressure.

2009-08-15T00:19:00.007+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
so many freaking things to do! help me.
i might die of being flattened by that HUGE pile of homework which i have yet to complete.
i might die of seeing too much of that ridiculously flat computer screen.
i might die of being pressured so much by you. and you. and you. and you.
i might die from this super duper hectic lifestyle that i had no intension of having.
i might die of not being able to get enough sleep.
i might die from getting seriously ill.
i might die of getting h1n1.
i might die for being so stupid.
i might die because of you.

then again.

i dont want to die.
i'll miss my friends and family.
i'll miss my buddies from all over the world.
i'll miss the music. the movies. the art.
i'll miss colors. smileys. rainbows. the clouds. the rain. the sun. the sea.
i'll miss the wild. the outdoors. the camps.
i'll miss school. gyls. obs. leo. ws.
i'll miss everything. everyone.
i'll miss YOU. ( yes, yes, you. whoever is reading this. as you would probably mean something to me. cause you actually took time to read this thing.)

so why am i doing this?
i have not a clue.
just being emo. i guess.
im kinda under pressure now. so, yeah.
sigh.

gotta go back doing my work.
see you guys soon i guess.

everything happens for a reason.

blog layout.

2009-08-14T04:16:00.005+08:00

HELLO again.
and a very very good morning.
hahhah. i've finally gotten round to change my layout. like my new layout? how does it look? i hope it's alright. hahha.
anyways, i love it aloooooot. you'll know why i love it much if your a close friend of mine. but still, if your curious, you could still always ask. i wont bite. =) bwhahahha.
anyways, i've gotta go. spent a lot of time here already. byee peeps! (:

*hugggies*

HELLO again.

2009-08-12T10:06:00.007+08:00

HELLO peooooopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i'm back! well, not really.

just dropped by my blog and found it really. dead. lols.
so i decided to do a quick update!
since my last post till currently, obviously many things happened. but ONE of the most exciting, unforgettable, bizzare, amazing, irreplaceable memories and experience i have experienced in the past month, was attending GYLS. for those who did not know, i was adsent in school for the last three weeks. the third week, i was doing home self-quarantine. for the first two weeks, i went to the States- to attend GYLS! with this crazy gang of 14 malaysians. hahha. I LOVE each and everyone of them so much! (i miss you guys too!) 14 of us consists of: Amelia, Aliff, Bob, Bryan, Cai Wei, Janna, Jan Jee, Jia Xiong, Li Shing, Melvin, Richard, Stephanie, Shya, and me! =D woots. you guys rock! i can't thank you guys enough for helping make this trip such an awesomeeee, unforgettable one. hope we'll be meeting up some time. hahha. next, i'd also like to thank those in TEAM THREE! DOLPHINS! wooohoo! we rocked. hahhaha. big thanks to: Sharon, our team leader, Richard and Lisa, our team coaches, Bobby, our youth leader, and of course, my teammates! George, Nothemba, Tanita, Caitie, Roneil, Anand, James and Karina. i miss you guys soooo much! thanks for being such amazing friends. couldn't have asked for better teammates=) well, the list of who else i'd like to thank for being there, and those who have been such nice friends to me would just go on and on and on and on. long cut short, a BIG humungous THANK YOU to ALL who attended GYLS 2009. hahhah. love you guys! :]

Here's a picture of us. the Malaysian team! plus pluto. hahhah=)

woots. and here's a group picture of my team during GYLS- team three! dolphins! (:

aite. and now, something else.
for those people who are willing to donate and do charity.
please long on to
www.dollartochange.com
it's an organization where we collect money from people to donate to charity. yes, we collect money from anyone from anywhere. BUT the catch is- we only collect A DOLLAR per day. nothing more. so you could donate a dollar per day, a dollar per week, a dollar per month, etc. etc. etc. if you want to donate, you can pass the money to anyone of the committees. the committee list is located on the website. now, after you donate, log on again to the website, and VOTE. hahha. you are given the opportunity to vote for your favourite welfare concern there. and the one with the highest votes, well, gets all the donations! =) for more information, don't hesitate to ask any of the committees. or if you know me, obviously, don't hesitate to ask me. hahhah. you are not forced to donate, so just donate if you're willing to. donate from the heart. i really hope you guys will support us! thank you very much! oh, and either way, you still rock!=)

okays,
gotta get ready for school.
cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeers!
and keep smiling! =)
p/s. for those who want to see more pictures. feel free to get onto my facebook account! hahah. there are tons more to see there(:

each one reach one, each one teach one. sharing is caring! tehee;

comeback.

2009-06-29T11:49:00.005+08:00

helllooooooooooooo people!
i am sosososososoooooooooooo very sorry for not updating for the past few weeks! have been kinda busy with all the work i'm to deal with. besides that, i hadnt got the mood to post up anything.

okay, since the last time i updated, a few events had taken place.
first of all, LEO FORUM 2009.
it was the first time i had ever attended one of those leo forums. i am really really missing it now. found it really awesome, but tiring at the same time. we stayed in B-Suite, Penang, for 3 days 2 nights; did tours, mudball-throwing activities, had talks, dinners (superhero night- we witnessed loads of different charactors! there were terminator, hancock, zorro, hulk, superman, harrypotter, matrix and loads more!; gala night- everybody was glam 8D !) and so on. it was pretty fun throughout the entire thing. oh yeah, and i got to know loads of new nice people too! it was really nice to meet each and everyone of you! (: right, and we had loads of exercise throughout the 3 days. why? well, there were only 3 lifts in the hotel for the thousand of us to use, so practically, my friends and i had to climb up and down the hotel to our bedrooms, which were really high up, to the lobby or basement. hahahha. but it wasnt so bad. overall, a really good experience indeed=)

i went to KUALA LUMPUR an hour after the leo forum ended. my holidays for the holidays only really began on the second week's wednesday. hahah. well, the holidays are long gone already anyways.

hmmm, well, then there was yesterday.
yesterday, we had the WALK FOR SIGHT activity. that was cool. seriously. it was a 2.3km around padang polo area. we had to couple up, one person blindfolded while the other leads the blindfolded one. hahha. some parts were hilarious. a really good experience to be walking blindfolded, teaches us to appriciate what we have(:
later that evening, we had a dinner, an appriciation dinner for the sub-coms for our leo forum. it was in Golden Coast Resort. we had a buffet dinner. kahsing, charlotte, tictchyn and i were the first few to arrive, so we went to explore the area. i think we were high or something cause we kept laughing and laughing throughout the whole way. hahah. later on, peicing joined in with us. too bad there were only five of us. sighs. it would have been even more fun if the rest came. hahah. next time people, next time! =)

OH, before i forget. last week, we suffered a BIG lost in the music industry. the king of pop, mr Michael Joe Jackson has sadly left us. he was truely a remarkable singing, dancing sensation. let's remember him for all the good things, and not the bad. may he rest in peace. R.I.P. Michael Jackson! i'll always remember you.

anyways, thats about it.
i gotta go to school now.
cheers people!
8)

Pictures of me, Pictures of you.

2009-06-04T13:18:00.004+08:00

Wow. First week of holidays are nearly over! and I still havent gotten the chance to sleep in at all. sigh. what a bummer. My holidays have been packed fully since day one! Leo Forum's tomorrow. Lasting from Friday till Sunday. and guess wha? right after Forum, I'll be heading to KL for a two day trip! yadayadayada. i haven't even started on my NIE feature article for pn. Phang yet! eff it. sigh. oh, and i'm missing sunday school alot. =( This sunday'll be the fourth week i'm missing. sighsigh. welp, i'd elaborate more but i've got packing and other stuff to do. so, ttfn people. will update again when i'm free-er.

cheers(:

oh, and i'm leavin you here with some pictures i took on my trip to Camerons. Enjoy!=)

holidays!

2009-05-31T19:26:00.003+08:00

hellloooooo everyone!

holidays are here! and exams are FINALLY over! woohoo=)

i just came back from a one night stay in camerons. bought back looads of strawberries and maize. i lovee strawberries! tehee. xD

alison, doechan, emma, eunice, hoiyin, peicing, samantha and i went to watch this show called BREAKOUT last thursday. (which was, not to mention, the last day of exams for us!) it's this korean dance comedy, which is TOTAL AWESOME-NESS! bwhahahha. we met yngshin, wanpei and kiesha, who went together, and yingfang together with mengfei there.

okay, so this show mainly contains these five dudes: LUMP- the dangerous but innocent. he's a damn good beatbox-er!; DANDY- dances well! apparently many of my friends like him. lol; GREY- this guy who's supposed to be old but dances like a young hipster; TRICKY- who is so damn perverted! lmao; and JOKER- who is so damn hillarious! i love him best! hahha. he dances well too! =D then the others from the crew are: GUNDOG- the policeman. hahhaha. he's funny too! and crazy. lol; the S.W.A.T. dude- omggg. i love him too! he is so damn good in beatbox-ing! woohoo; and these three hawt GIRLS- who are all really good in dancing! =) really, it was one of the BEST concerts i've ever been to! dang, i reallyy wanna go back to one of their performances again. gah.

here are some pictures i took using al's camera:

i learnt that for staying back a little, you'll always get the chance to take pictures with the stars! hahahhaha. cheers(:

uppy.

2009-05-26T21:05:00.003+08:00

sigh.
TWO more days of exam to go!
three papers to sit.
CHINESE. MATHS and PHYSICS paper one.
i am soo worried i f-fail this term!
what if i do?
i've NEVER ever ever failed since kindy!
and i am currently so freaking addicted to PLURK! gah.
and i've got soo many things to do before that comes. =s
sigh.

anyways, watch this!
hahhaha. i likey it aloot=)
do~ a deer, a female dear~
re~ a drop of golden sunn~
teheee. xD

till heres anyway.
nothing much to say anymore. hahah.
byeeeeeeeee=)

a last goodluck everyone !

No Boundaries.

2009-05-23T14:58:00.002+08:00

i have stopped feeling sorry for adam on his losing out. cause, no matter wha, he was way better than kris allen. and he'll do alot better after this! just like david archuleta from last season, clay aiken from season 2, katherine mcphee from season 5, chris daughtry and so on! hahahha.

anyway, i am currently officially crazy over this song. xD
NO BOUNDARIES. adam lambert's version!
A-M-A-Z-I-N-G !
(if you have nothing good to comment about this, please dont. thank you.)

SONG and LYRICS to the song.

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So hear I am still holding on

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing
When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries x3

ADAM! you ROCK and ily! teeeheee(:
till heres.
cheeeers(:

when the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace - jimi hendrix =)

101st post.

2009-05-21T19:19:00.004+08:00

my 101 post! rofl. this is seriously lame.
four days of exams are over. BUT we've still another five more to go. this is so damn touturing. seriously. gah. PHYSICS was so damn hard. effinly hard. BIOLOGY was well, hard. but easier than physics. CHEMISTR was okay. i guess. haven't gone thru paper 2 yet tho. =s tomorrow's add maths and sivics. wish me luck. lol.

anyway. main reason i wanted to blog.
OMFG. KRIS ALLEN GOT CROWNED THE 8TH AMERICAN IDOL!
wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf. wtf.
screw them. T.T
ADAM LAMBERT SHOULD HAVE GOT THE TITLE!
he deserved it much more than that no good guy. gah.
i mean, altho i amm a fan of his too. but seriously, adam should have got the title!
the dude's so much freaking more awesome than kris! grrrr.
david-archuleta-all-over-again. damn sad la wey. well, anyway, he made it that far. hope he does well in the future! i'd definately get his album when he has one. and i hope he gets here to malaysia first before kris does too. teheheeeee. xD
annnnyyyway. i still congratulate kris on winning i guess. all the best to him too. lol.

till heres.
byeeeeeee=)
oh, and. goodluck in the exams! woo.

100th-mini-post=)

2009-05-17T21:29:00.001+08:00

EXAM FEVER.
good luck and all the best to everyone sitting exams!
may the force be with you(:
tehee.

cheers everyone.
p/s. this is my 100th post! woot. yay me. xD

updatey.

2009-05-14T12:16:00.006+08:00

helloo=)

here to update again. was gonna update last night actually. but then i had two tags to do, so i did them instead. lol. neeways, ohmygawd, EXAMS ARE COMING! oh, the horror. i haven't even started my revisions! first term- all over again. sigh. i really should get started now. but i still haven't got the mood. HELP! plus, i still have other things i have to do too. argh. i seriously seriously need help=S

welp, nothin really happened much this week. except the fact that im missing school today. lol. last saturday tho, was wesak day. hahha. although it was reaally tiring, it was like the first time i had soo much fun on a wesak day! xD basically cause this year i'm in sunday school. hm, on saturday, got up at around 6.30am, then set off for temple at 7am. went there to help out at the canteen area, sorting the vegetarian food to distritube FOC to the devotees with my friends. was there from around 7.30am till 12.30pm. then i went to have lunch at grandmum's. i fell asleep on her couch right after lunch. hahha. by the time we got home, it was around 2.30pm. i fell back to sleep again till round 4pm. xD singyeh came to pick me up at 5.15pm and we headed off to CRC to participate in the wesak day procession. =) was the first time for both of us. hahhah. i met up with yiying, elynn, yirfang and the rest there. oh, yiying and me went hunting for weichen and yanyan who were supposed to be there with another buddhist association. there were LOADs of people there. we walked for 3 hours plus all around town in penang. we joked, we laughed, we sang. it was really funn. lols. i managed to get to know more of my sunday school people while at it too(:

on sunday morning, i had to go back to the temple again for sunday school. only to find out we were needed to help keep in the candle stuff. after clearing off the area, we were given blessings for our exams=D and that was pretty much it for the weekends.

and now- american idol results! DANNY GOKEY finaally leaves us tonight. bwhahahha. the top two of season 8 are ADAM LAMBERT and KRIS ALLEN! how cool is that? lol. they both rock. but i still prefer adam lambert. tehee. hope he wins! GO ADAM! (:

welp,

till heres.

cheeeeers=]

Tagged by Mark.

2009-05-14T00:43:00.005+08:00

1.My Name : Jen.

2.My Birthday : 10th of November.

3.Who tagged you : Mark.

4.Name 5 best friends : Countless, apparently.

5.What do you wished for birthday : happiness in life? idk. varies from time to time.

6.Happy things that happened recently : happy? uh, wesak day! hahha. wasn't a happy thing, but it sure was fun and unforgettable=)

7.Most stressed about recently : exams, homework, projects.

8.What is your dream about future : world peace. seriously.

9.Do you have someone you like : not exactly. lol.

10.Will you visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : uhm, if its a classmate gathering, whats it gotta do with your ex-teacher?

11.Most happy to hang out with : friends(:

12.If two of your friends are having conflicts : try to help out, if possible.

13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : don't know.

14.What to do in Christmas : go shopping with friends. tehee.

15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : friends? friends. family. friends of family. idk?

16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : shutting the alarm and then dozing back off to sleep again.

17.How many siblings do you have : 3.

18.Favourite song(Female) : most currently would be home sweet home by carrie underwood. or you belong with me by taylor swift. or homecoming by hey monday! gah. the list just goes on and on and on.

19.Favourite song(Male) : dear god by avenged sevenfold. mad by neyo. you can by david archuleta. can i name a few more? there's just really so much more. hahha.

20.Favourite Colour : blue, pink, black and white.

21.Flush before using the toilets? : what sort of question is this? lol. uh, yea, only when the previous user hadnt bothered to do so.

22.Love me not? : touch-me-not? (: i dont get this. heh.

23.Affectionate to guys or girls : guys.

24.What do you want to shout out loudly : HELP MEEEEEEEEE!

25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : why not?

26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : swtness.

27.Who’s the bastard : the.. bastards? you? me? idk. =S

28.What’s the current affection : photography. i think. or maybe art.

29.Ugly when asleep: same by day.

30.Whats the time now : 12:59AM. wow. lol.

31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : no. duh?

32.Weight : 100000kg.

33.Weather today : was raining a lil from time to time. besides that, quite fair.

34.Are you pregnant : what the hell.

35.What will you do if you win a lottery : pay for overseas education? hahha. i know it's lame, but, getting good education is gonna lead to good job opportunities, which also leads to good fortune. XD

36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : what's uni-life? =S

【People Tagged】
You don't have to do this unless you really want to=)

1. Mark.
2. Yi Hui.
3. Kang Yean.
4. Yu-Jin.
5. Vincent.
6. Pei Cing.
7. May Kim.
8. Eunice.
9. Joella.
10. Felicia.

01-【Does no.4 know no.6?】： Nope.

02-【No.10 is a male or?】：Female.

03-【 The hobby of no.8】： Ballet? hahhah.

04-【Does no. 1 have any siblings】：Yep.

05-【The surname of of no.7】：Tan.

06-【Does no.10 have alot of friends?】: Yeah.

07-【Anyone tackling no.4?】: LOL. i don't really know. hahah.

08-【If no.2 is being introduced?】：Say DOECHAN! =P

09-【The favourite colour of no.6】: Red. If i'm not mistaken. or did she change to green already? lol. x)

12-【Where is no.5 studying currently?】：SXI.

13-【How do you know no.10?】: classmates last year. sat beside me=)

14-【Whats the difference between the birth month of no.1 and you?】: -cough- not even in months. barely 2 weeks! hah.

15-【Ever hang out with no.9?】：in school, yeah. so far havent got the chance to hang out anywhere besides school grounds with her, but im sure we will in future. we only met this year anyway. hahha=)

16-【Do you like to chat with no.2?】: yeah. highly entertaining=P

17-【Like to be with no.3?】：uhmmm. not someone i hate. hahah.

18-【How do you think about no.7?】：davidarchuelta! xD.

19-【How do you think about no.9?】：adamlambert! tehee.

20-【Do you love no.5?】：uh, as a friend(:

NUMBER.

1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : Mark.

2.How long have you known him/her : err. around a year? i think. xD

3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : yeah. all my close friends are=)

4.Your relationship with him/her : friends. (:

5.Whats his/hers hobby? : watching football, hating liverpool, art, eating, YE-ing, music, bullying other people. etc. heh. x)

6.What do you think about his/her personality? : nice, friendly, caring.

7.His/her points of importance in your heart : overall a really good friend=]

＊1st thing before sleep : turn down the volume of my radio.

＊1st thing after awaking from sleep : fumble around for my alarm clock. heh.

＊Your idol : from american idol? season 7: david archuleta! season 8: adam lambert! and kris allen plus a lil bit of allison iraheta. way ta go them! =)

＊Favourite season : Autumn.

＊Worked part-time before? : not really. i didn't get paid. hahha. but i gained loads of knowledge tho.

＊Times worked : counted as once i guess.

＊Country that wanted to go the most : too many to list.

＊Personality hated : bitch-y-ness. and those two-faced people.

＊Are you a crybaby? : a little.

＊You laugh alot? : yea. mostly in school tho. x)

＊Do you like to go out alone? : sometimes.

＊What time will you wake up if it's a holiday? : depends.

＊Today’s weather（Sunny Rainy Cloudy）: part cloudy, part rainy, part sunny. xD

＊Choose between Friends and Lover : friends. as far as i know, are miles and miles better.

＊Choose between Chances and Fates : fate. destiny. LOL.

＊Are you narcissist? : no. how could i? i hate myself.

＊Is this questionnaire long? : undoubtfully.

＊How to make yourself feel better every time? : music/art.

＊Favourite food : don't have one.

＊Do you like ice? : hell yeah. x)

＊Are you full of happiness? : not so much.

＊Who are the friends that you care the most? : the ones that are always by my side. helping me always whenever i needed them.

＊What's the most important item in your bed room? : bed. duh? lol.

＊Most consistent dream at sleep : i havent got a clue.

＊Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : uh. depends.

＊Whats the meaning of life? : none at the moment.

＊Do you know？（See if you can answer this！）:
Not Everything

＊When do you hate me? : always.

＊Like the day you were born or been into the society?: cant say i like it, but i do appriciate it tho, i guess.

＊Like Taoism or Confucianism？ : uh, not really.

＊Favourite cake? : anything but banana and those minty ones.

＊Can we stop this game now? : thank god. i'm sleepy=S

＊Do you like sardines? : no. i prefer tuna. x)

＊Who knows you the best? : don't know.

＊IQ higher or EQ? : IQ.

＊Computer or Mobile Phone : both.

＊Prefer to sleep or play? : both.

＊Friendster or Facebook? : Facebook.

＊Whats your wish right now? : to do my best in everything.

＊Tired? : duh. any idea what the time is? -yawn-

＊Favourite drinks : coofffeeeeee. [;

＊What do you think of the humanity and personality of the person who tagged you? : mean. kidding. xD

Tagged by both KS and Sylvia.

2009-05-14T00:22:00.004+08:00

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 6 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Crazy stuff you did before.
crazy? uhh. i dont really know. hahha. xD

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
listening to music, going out with friends, drawing/painting, picking up a camera, going outdoor-sy stuff and reading STORY books. hahha. no way of picking which is better.

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?
yea. to correct the things i've done wrong, change everything to make things right. hoping it'll make my life much much better than how it is now=\

4. What do people call you besides your name?
Jen? cause i tell them to. i hate my chinese name for some reason. hahha. then again, there are those who call me ahjen or jenjen too. =x

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
nope-y. unless you count those people you know you'd never be able to get hold of. hahha. the fat-hopes.

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
i'm not entirely sure? heh=S

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
the ones that mean the most to me.

8. What you wish to do now?
to be able to cope thru the entire year of form4 without breakdowns, and then move on to face a dreadful year of form5.

9. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
why do i see this question everywhere? gah.

10. Do you think you are special?
yea. well, i think everyone's special in their own ways=)

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
to be someone like edward cullen! only, that's like, reaaally impossible. so, i have nothing else to say. lol. x]

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
i have a problem with finding it out meself at the moment.

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
hell, yeah! in fact, i feel like killing more than 2. hahha.

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
wha-? one thing? how could anyone survive with only one thing? where'd all the nutrien thingys come from? hahha=P

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
happy. definately happy.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
un-open-minded. i guess. that's wha my mum always tells me anyway.

17. What will you do if your going to die tomorrow?
grab the opportunity to show my appriciation for all my loved ones, both friends and family, show them how important they are to me, how much they've helped me thru in life and how life would have never been the same without each and everyone of them. (:

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
love song? uh. i don't know what catagories the songs i have in mind are now. hahha. how about 1234 by plain white ts? well, cause the song rocks=]

19. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman?
live life to the fullest? is it too late for that?

20. Whats your craze at the moment?
AMERICAN IDOL! and a pinch of harrypotter. rofl. x)

People I tagged:
basically, anyone who's bored and has nothing to do and who wants to do this. cheers(:

i-dont-know. heh. x)

2009-05-07T22:44:00.012+08:00

ah. whole weekend past in a blazee.

wow. yet another weekend gone. well, last week we had a long weekend anyways. so it wasnt that bad. hmm, on friday, i went to help out backstage for my sunday schools' concert. Shower of Petals. apparently i knew no one who was helping as the rest of my friends dropped out last minute. anyway, made new friends while at it. there were six of us- two guys from USM, and three other guys from my sunday school temple. lols. was an experience. and guess wha-? i met wei chen there! hahhaha. was a shocking surprise really. x)

on saturday, it was back to MP for me. spent around two hours there with peicing, tictchyn, caiqian, wanpei, and two other guys. we were taking our last phase of our leo examinations- proficiency test, where we had to undergo a question paper, and an interview. PCC allan cheah. at least i think that's how he's name's spelt. sorry if i spelt it wrong=\ hahha. well, he was a really nice guy. and, and my dad knew him as my dad said he used to belong in the same club as me dad. lol. xP

on sunday, we went to sunday school as usual. but classes where cancelled and we were helping around the main temple for around 4 hours. it was sorta fun, not bad really, seeing all the devotees giving all sorts of goods to the monks. there were stuff from curry puffs to hokkien mees and toilet-ish usage stuff! xD

right, and this week. ALLISON went home! noooooooooo~ *sobs* i was soo hoping it to be danny gokey. WHY? sigh. she did soo well! and all the judges had to criticise danny and.. kris so much more than her. sigh. well, the remainding top three are- ADAM lambert. KRIS allen and DANNY gokey. cheers.

and. i, well. nowadays i feel so.. down. gah. all the pressure, the activities, the duties, the things i need to do. i feel so exhausted all the time. i still don't know how to solve all the things going around me. confused, hurt, upset. all these, in one? i just don't know. sigh.

ahh, i shall stop now.

still have two essays and around 8 school homework to complete. gah.

i shall leave you with some pictures i took of the SOP concert while i was backstage. i'm sorry, but their kinda blurry and well- ugly? cause i had to godge through all the mic stands and i had only my phone camera which was, completely useless. i did try my very best to edit them tho. anyways. hope you enjoy! nights(:

nightmare!

2009-05-01T00:02:00.003+08:00

ohhhh-myyyyyyyyyyyyy-gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd!
ADAM LAMBERT and KRIS ALLEN were BOTH in the BOTTOM THREE! omg. omg. omg. omgg. that was such a shocking scene. seriously. i nearly -nearly- chocked when i heard/saw the news. mygooood. why did america do this to him? him and kris. gah. should have been danny there. ugh. well, luckily they didn't go home anyway. it was the end of the road, however, for MATT GIRAUD. who was saved by the judges two weeks ago. bah, what a waste. heh. welp, now the top four for season eight are: ADAM, KRIS, ALLISON and DANNY. and my top 3 are in there~ bwhahahahha. glad they made it all the way! awesome stuff they did. oh, and a happy belated birthday to allison who turned 17 on monday(:

i'm now currently addicted to a new song, well, not really new, but i've just managed to find out the name and artist after searching for it soo long now. dear god by avenged sevenfold! turns out, they aren't that bad afterall. hahhaha.

gotta go to bed soon! gotta be up early for tomorrow's SOP concert. =)
till heres!
cheers(:

music.

2009-04-29T22:53:00.005+08:00

a little song update on songs that i am currently in love with(:

plain white tees with 1234.

mad by ne-yo.

gah. i only have time to put up two. shall update more next time~

gotta run!

night folks=)

oh! and, and, i found out a really good news today! seems like many of my fellow ex-bounders will be going back this year too! sounds more of a gathering now. hahhahha. cant wait to see you guys again! (:

oh, and guess wha-? i passed my L test! woooooohoooooo! xD

skip right to it!

2009-04-26T22:29:00.006+08:00

yesterday, was pleasent. i guess.
went to school for a WS duty project thingy. i reached there around 7.30am, only going back three hours later. well, we actually finished our duty-ing at 9.30am, but i had to wait for my younger brother whose having his activities in his school too. he would only finish at 10.30, so i offered to stay back, not wanting to make a double-trip. during my wait, yunfen, sally, rouning and i took pictures for our moral project! hahah. good use of our time! but it only took round 20mins. the rest of the time i sat along the super-corridor with yanyan, sylvia, zoe, belicia, sally and another junior which i can't seem to remember the name=\ (sorry! i'm kinda bad with non-english names. xD) and then i came home. and went out with aunty elsa, uncle paul and my family. aunty elsa bought be an iDog this time round. weeeeeeeeeee~ thanks so muchh! hahha. but.. i cant seem to work it out=\ gahh. gonna have to try harder!

today, i missed sunday school! (but thanks to jolene, i got updated with the stuff going on! =D)for another leo club test. i got to masyarakat penyayang at 9am, where we sat, for nearly 4 hours, listening to talks one after another, then, finally, taking the exam, which i dearly hope i can pass=\ during the talks, we had a group presentation thingy~ four to a group, and my group had wanpei, andy, a girl from union whom i didn't get a name, and me. haha. anyway, i brought my iDog there for help from the better-in-chinese-than-me people to read the instuctions. but no one seemed to beable to work it out either! dang. i urge anyone who knows how to function one to help meeeeeeeeeeeee. pleaseeeeeeeeeeee. thanks much in advance! haha=)

oh, and we finally finished watching this chinese soap opera called the little nyonya. it's a singaporean film. really good. it's basically about the life of a nyonya, once upon a time. how they were ill-treated and often bullied around by guys. and how ill-fated they were! problems one after the other. pfft. some, no wait-most people in there were sooo freaking mean! throughout the, i think, 24-hour film, there were only like, 8(?) or so non-evil roles, out of the cast of like, 28(?). some turned good in the end tho. lols. anyways, its reallyy touching. even my mum, who isnt much of a movie-fan, stays up till 2am to watch it with us! hahha. even my grandparents watched it. it's supposed to be a big hit in sing afterall. XD

hmm, these would be the three main little nyonyas. the middle one, who acted as yueniang, and her mum, juxiang (yes, she played both roles, long story to how can she), she's the main-est charactor in the movie. kindest, modest, of them all. the one on the left, yuzhu, is really really nice too. but she well, died, uhm, tradically? and, the right one, in red is, zhenzhu. if im not mistaken by how its spelled anyway. i hated her too much to remember her name. x)

welp, till heres then!

i havent even done my homework! hahah.

nights! (:

sigh. i feel like speaking my mind out now; but i just can't put then into words. =(

longgg.

2009-04-25T00:08:00.006+08:00

heck. damn. 's been a long time since i've updated again.
sorryy. i havent got the time for my blog anymore.
but i'm still tryinggg to get on to it whenever i can. seriously. (:

ahh. when's the last time i updated? hmm. oh, yeah, right. welp. guess what? i'm re-reading the WHOLE harry potter series again! yay me. x) you're probably wondering why- and it's basically cause of the fact that i do not have any other sets of story books in my room with me! yes, in execption of twilight and harry potter, i dont own any other story books. my mum always said to borrow from the library since we're members of like- four libraries? so well, i borrow. and it's been some time since i've been to any of them, so i started reading back HP again. xD (as i couldnt read any of my twilight books which are being lent away so often now) whichhhh, by the way, is making me soooo damn exited for the latest film coming out! harry potter and the half-blood prince. watched the trailor. awesome stuff. and i've got the pictures too! =) CANT WAIT! hahahhaha.

Dumbledore and Harry Potter! I'm gonna miss dumbledore. sigh. =\

Ronald and Ginny Weasly. seriously, is that the new quidditch robes? it's so... weird. heh. x)

Hermione Granger and Professor Slughorn! =)

... and of course, Draco Malfoy and Severus Snape. they both look weird. XD

next, DAVID ARCHULETA was in malaysia! well, of course in KL. far far away from where i live. sobs. and we even had school on the day he performed his showcase. argh. i soo freaking envy those who got to see him. sigh. =(

speaking of david, brings me to american idol once more. x) hmm, now there are only 5 of them left! fast, isnt it? the top 5 are: ADAM lambert, KRIS allen, ALLISON, matt giraud and danny gokey. this week, we had a double-elimation round! both lil rounds and anoop was sent off. and last week, the judges used a 'save' so save matt giraud from being sent home. good move! hahah. oh, and today's danny's birthday. altho i'm not a huge fan, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:

okay. sooo. tuitions? after about four months starting on new subjects, i find i prefer add maths to modern maths, chemistry to biology, and physics to chemistry. hahah. my most favourite extra class now is my sunday school! LOL. better than the rest- by far. add maths- too boring, i havent got anyone to talk to D= ; chemy- too crammed up ; physics- why all the questions? ; chinese- obviously i despise it. and well, second best would be malay. cause it's just really fun there. hahha. x)

now, back to reality. damn, ive been so freagin busy! routines of life couldnt get any boring-er. welp, i've got 2 more leo exams up-ahead. and my own school exam to go. and loads of up-coming projects for my sunday school and leo and WS. gah. busy-ness all the way. OH. and our NIE project! which we havent even laid hands on. dang.

oh. and. what the hell does liverpool think their playing at? pfft. buck up people! and. i'm still your fan, no matter what! my loyalty stays there. and remains there. your still the best team i love so much. hah. you can do it! good luck always. anyways, everyone has their ups and downs. (: so to those we keep asking me to move over to their side, shove off. pfft.

well, i think im gonna stop here.
gotta be in school for warden duty tomorrow. =\
sorry for bragging! havent been here for so long already.
hahhaha. till heres then!
toodles(:

night!

recap

2009-04-01T08:59:00.003+08:00

EXAMS ARE OVER!
well, first terms are over anyways.
right, results were.. surprisingly good? wow. i studied so freaking last minute and yet the outcome was average, and well, good. i guess. i've always wondered how i'll ever do if i really start early. but never got a chance to know. lols. anyways, i have yet to fail in any subs. andd I GOT AN A FOR CHINESE! i was like.. wtf? wtf? the whole time. i mean, i've NEVER even gotten a 70 and above before, and all of a sudden i get a 84! hmm, i consider this lucky. cause whatever i actually had time to look through came out, the rest didnt. lol. AND I DIDNT FAIL BIO! hahahhahaha. amazing. xD sigh, mum says the good results aren't good cause i'll never be able to learn from my lessons of the pressure and panic of last minute studying. ohwell. lols.

moving on, last week, MICHAEL SARVER left american idol. he was actually one of the seven i loved there. but, welp, as long as it's not adam, kris or allison, fine by me. ahah. and SCOTT was in the bottom three! damn, wish it was him who went home. lol. (no offence to his fans) the shocking other bottom three was MATT. when they said he was in the bottom three, i was like WHAT? how could he even be in the bottom three? pfft, unbelieveable. tsktsk. anyways, today's the performance night. see how it goes then. goodluck to all the contestants~ =)

mmmm, yesterday was sukan taringan, or however you spell/say it. so we were all left to wonder around the school right from the start till the second last class from food stalls to the book fair and back. we had to be in class for the last period tho. anyhoo, i had WS duty-ing to do. only form fours who had to be with the form twos were me, yunfen, rouning and sueyi. we had fun tho. lols. i was in charge of eight people with yunfen. we had to do the umbrella thingys with mr. see and those other two teachers, mr. pink and mr. red. (whatever their names were. just naming them by their shirt color xD) later on, we took turns to be in the foyer. lol. had loads of fun talking.

and well, thats about it i guess.
till here then.
ciaooo=)

OH! wait. my camera is back from KL! hahhaha. so damn happy. xD
and,
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY! tehee (;

eff it.

2009-03-21T13:50:00.006+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
i'm sick! i'm sick!
and exams are coming!
and i haven't done my studies!
i'm soooooooooo gonna be dead!
helppppppppppp. T.T

oh, and this week,
ALEXIS went home.
not really much affects on me. never fancied/disliked her anyways.
welp, i feel very sorry for fel and mark. hahahhaha. ;P

OH. and GREAT news!
i might, most probably be going back to ob this year!
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH!
can't wait till the end of the year already! =)
from what i know, yimay and alwin(maybe) going back same course as me!
woohoo. so long since i've seen them! wonder who else is going back.
hmmm. my groupies: peishi, agnes, angeline, dhivia, kitty, lynell, me. then, alwin, indy, bryan, galvin, gavin, jiaxiong, simon, dhaaren, guan yu! lol. oh, irau girls (not really sure who the guys were)! yimay, medina, nydelene, rachel, yiyuan, valarie, vithya! and the CAs! chris, nisha, liz, khim, bai, cheng, polly. hmm, who else did i miss? s-sorry if i did miss out any of you! heh. been so looong. x)
damn, boy, do i miss CAC65.
GADING for life<3

signing off.
desperate;
=\

bahh.

2009-03-19T12:27:00.003+08:00

ommiigawd.
exam pressures back !
damn, i haven't started my studies.
and the exams are next week.
what am i still doing online? i don;t know. seriously.
god, i'm a total loser. wasted 3 days of my precious time.
and now i can't join aak anymore!
basically, since i dont have time at all.
and aak is like, twice PER week. not month anymore. means missing out on saturday afternoon activities (if i have any) and chinese tuition. it's too big of a commitment for me. no way can i do that. damn, im so freaking dissapointed. ugh. anyway, hope i can join again next year or something, whenever they have activities again. lol. right, and the thing. mmm. last week, saturday, i went to leo idol. first time i went to see it. haha. not bad i guess. anyways, i sorta had fun. met alot of new people. or well, got to talk to alot more people as a first anyway. haha. then the next day, we had our E & O test. hahha. let's say, it was totally exciting. lol. amazing how we sat the exam. xD

till here.
wish me luck \:
cheers!

American Idol Update=P

2009-03-08T01:10:00.005+08:00

noooooooooooooooooooooooo! nathaniel didn't make it! ahk. this freaking sucks, BIG time. sigh. well, on the bright side, adam, matt, michael and danny are still in! woot(: anyway, this year, it ended up as top 13 instead. weird huh? it's like, there are soo many changes this year! ugh. i kinda sorta miss the older version. lol. okay, so the top 13 are... *drum rolls* ADAM lambert, MICHAEL sarver, DANNY gokey, MATT giraud, kris allens, allison, lil rounds, anoop, jorge nunez, alexis, megan, scott and jasmine! hope one of the four first ones win. ;P

neeways,
till heres.
nights! (:

Making it Short.

2009-03-05T00:32:00.006+08:00

whatsup folks? =)
life's been real b-busy. seriously. *checks the time* it is currently a thursday MORNING. well, sort of morning anyway. a day away from the WEEKENDS, which, preferably should not be referred to as weekends anymore since it's always so freaking packed with stuff. this weekend's gonna be a long one, with monday off as well. pfft, still not affective for me anyway. lol. neeways, i've just found out that i've passed the auditions for Anak-Anak Kota's Heritage Heboh program. which means i'll be participating in the activities throughout the year. big commitment. but, still, the activities are really fun!(: moving on, i have an interview on monday morning, NIE on friday morning. and a talk to go to on saturday afternoon. and we have uhm, a hymn(not sure if i spelled that right) singing competition for our MSPS this sunday. ah, the activities!
OH, we also had our leo agm last saturday. they gave me the post of secretary. uhm, and i'd like to say, thanks to all, who have well, helped me at all times, difficult or not, and also big apologies to those if i've offended. /:
carrying on,
*DRUM ROLLS*
time for. AMERICAN IDOL reviews! tehee=) i managed to catch this week's performances! thanks to the fact that my tuition was cancelled. i mean, the FULL show, which i've never seem to be able to do. tonight, or should i say yesterday night's performers were good. seriously. i can't even make a prediction of who'll go through. but maybe i could short list the 12 to 10? one of the girls who sang the ABBA song, who not to mention, totally RUINED it, should be going home. and maybe the girl before her too. and the one who has the country-style voice. my top three of the night were : NATHANIEL, KRISTIN and LIL ROUNDS. i really hope nat goes through. lols(: welp, gonna have to wait for later's results!
kays then,
gotta go hit the sacks.
till here. B)
xxx

Busy Life.

2009-02-27T22:50:00.003+08:00

ola once again amigos(:

dang, it's been soo freagin long since i've updated. all thanks to this extra extra jam-packed life i have now. sigh. i really really sooo miss form 3 life now. wish we could turn back time. welp, lemme fill you in with what i've got. TUITIONS everyday, in exception of mondays & saturdays. but i already have tons of extra ACTIVITIES on saturdays. and then there's the sunday school i go to now. hmm, oh, and AAK activities (this is still unconfirmed). oh, oh, and NIE which will be a tougher task to do this year. the list still goes on and on. and on. I dont even have time to watch AMERICAN IDOL this year! F*ck. ahh, but i still get updates from my friends all around. THANK you guys sososooo much. your the best. tehee=) now, to american idol news! wow, they've changed the results round thingy by so much. too confusing now. heh. anyways, round one, DANNY, MICHAEL and alexis got through. round two, ADAM, kris and allison got through. still to go- round three! nathaniel! rofl. p/s. i'm like, sooo happy for adam, michael and danny ! they rock(;

ADAM LAMBERT! ilyy! ahhk. you so freaking rock(:

CODY SHELDON! isn't he just so.. preeeeetty? *sigh* too bad he's out already.

DANNY GOKEY. ah, he's voice isn't that bad. (:

MICHAEL CASTRO. omgg. he is sooo much better looking than that brother of his (no offence) heh. but too bad he's out too. sigh=(

MICHAEL SARVER. dude, this guy rocks! amazing voice;)

ahhh, welp, i've gotta stop here.

till then, ttfn, tata for now! (:

Tagged by Joella.

2009-02-08T23:38:00.003+08:00

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
hell yeah it does. he better not. hahha x)
...
2. How about drinking?
uhm, prefer not to?
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3. Do you like someone you can't have?
duh, bwhaha(:
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4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
i'd say it depends on who. lol.
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5. What's your favourite sport?
badminton! and tennis and kayaking. and jungle trekking. x)
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6. It's Saturday night, you're home alone... what do you do?
get on the computer, listen to music or watch some tv!
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7. Do you like roller coasters?
hell yeeeeeeeah. hahhah.
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8. When is the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
i. have. not. a. clue. heh.
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9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
gosh, so many. how to choose from? lol=P
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10. What are you doing this weekend?
my stuff to do? same routine as every other weekend=(
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11. What is your favourite restaurant?
no particular one.
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12. Have you ever hugged someone?
yeah, course i have. haha=)
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13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
NO way.
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14. Do you like anyone right now?
right now? i like adam lambert!! xD
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15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
hmm, i never notice what i notice. lol!
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16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?
okaay, this is hard. i love both equally much=)
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17. What kind of phone do you have?
a flip phone.
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18. Computer or Laptop?
im using a computer but id love a laptop. hah.
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19. Jeans or Sweats?
jeans.
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20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
2007 and 2008 for me. i miss them so damn much!
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21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
sweeet sixteen. (:
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22. What should you be doing right now?
homework. tehee.
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23. What is your favourite TV show?
currently, its gotta be American Idol!
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24. What's been your last purchase?
stuff for my new ipod=D
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25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
uh, no way.
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26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
noooo. *rolls eyes*
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27. What do you do when you're at home?
watch tv, listen to music, do homework, get online, text message, sleep, and anything a normal person would do? lol.
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28. What is your favourite subject?
english all the way;)
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29. What's the best thing that happened to you?
dont know. lol.
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30. 8 person to tag:
i'm going against this. not tagging anyone again. feel free to do it tho! :)

hello. goodbye=)

2009-02-08T23:18:00.003+08:00

ugh, chinese new year almost over.

tomorrow's the last day alreadyy. also happens to be a public holiday. LOL.

hmm, well, this year's chinese new year wasnt so bad i guess. but the one week holidays were gooood. tehee;) anyways, school reopened. more and more and more homework by the day. sigh, i seriously miss o7 and o8 a hell load. why does time fly so fast. ugh. guess we cant get everything we want aye. oh, and I GOT MY IPOD! lmao. so damn happy. was in aunty elsa's house when i found out it was here. hahhaha.

besides that, the only other thing new is that AMERICAN IDOL is back! with season 8 this rounnd. ohyeahhhh. x) found people i like already, tho its like only the first week in hollywood now. okay, i like that pink-haired rocker girl, who is out already (sigh), michael castro (jason castro's brother!), danny gokey, cody sheldon, michael sarver, stevie wright (has anyone seen her? i dont seem to know if she's still in or out) and lastly ADAM LAMBERT! woot. he rocks the most. bwhahahha. hoping he wins. well, any one of the above would do, but my bet is on adam. teheee=)

thats him;)

welp, till here folks.

see ya when i see ya(:

HCNY!

2009-01-26T14:39:00.003+08:00

a very very
HAPPY
CHINESE
NEW
YEAR
everyonee(:
gong xi fa caii.

may the year of the ox bring you all the luck and blessing!
muahahhahhahhahahha.
all the best,
jen.

teheex)

Tagged by Eunice

2009-01-23T23:42:00.002+08:00

1.Emma
2.Hoi Yin
3.Jen Ming
4.Huey Ming
5.Pei Cing
6.May Kim
7.Eunice Ooi
8.Rou Ning
9.Yi Hui
10. Alison

How do you know 1?
uhmm, classmates? schoolmates. hahha=)

What would you do if 3 and 4 dated you?
wha? that'd be wrong. as friends maybe. but if you meant the other.. ==

Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
noooo. hahha. their both girls? loll.

Do you think 7 is attractive?
yupp. everyone is, in their every own way=)

Do you know anything about 8's family?
uhm. i know where they live? hahha.

Tell me something about 9.
oh, she LOVES anime. x)

Who is 3 going out with?
uhh, no one? lol.

How old is 4?
same age as me. duh.

When was the last time you talk to 5?
just now. on the phone. about leo stuff! tehee(:

Who is 6's favourite singer?
ohh, pfft, easy. DBSK all the way, aye!

Would you date 7?
as friends, of course! =D

What is 9's last name?
last name? hui? hahha.

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
as in best friends forever, then definate yes=]

Which school does 2 goes to?
my school.

What do you like about 3?
everything. she's a really nice friend!

note: i dont tag anyone here.
feel free to do it if you want to=)
gosh, im so nice. bwahahahahhahahhahha.

update. update.

2009-01-23T23:07:00.003+08:00

wow. another two weeks has passed.
sorry for not updating.
havent got the time to do so! loads and loads of tuitions and activities. to attend to. only days off tuitions now are monday and saturday. even during those days i have at least one activity already. gawd. busy. busy. busy. lols. besides that, i have a ban on computers for weekdays. so, yeah, you can imagine. right, now after a full 3 week period of classes, i can officailly classify which teachers i dislike seriously. my SEJARAH teacher is kinda irritating. and she's sorta mean. BUT she doesnt give as much homework as our BIOLOGY teacher does! ugh. everytime we have her period, its like, THREE homework already! i miss my last year teachers sooo much! sigh. i miss K3C a loot too. well, not like i can turn back time. gotta live with it i guess. just two more years. lol=)

oh, a very early HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone!
just in case i dont get the chance to get on my blog in the next few days. hope everyone enjoys this short break and get tonns of angpaus! hahha. gong xi fa caii! cheers! (:

sighh.

2009-01-10T16:32:00.003+08:00

wow, first week of school's over! hahah.
hmm, first week was kinda okay. am in s4f this year. teachers are a bummer.
subjects are, well, for the time being, im saying, just okaay. x) not looking forward to learning chinese tho. sigh. anyways, enough about school,
I MISS MY PENANG HILL TRIP! sobs.
i miss the holidays.
i miss the friends.
i miss the camps.
I MISS LAST NIGHT!
heh=)

penang hill trip was aweesome. hahha. we climbed up to the top again, as usual. this time, four familes went. nine kids, six adults. i was the eldest of all the kiddies. tehee. that's us. xD

unforgetable 2 days 1 night. sigh. oh, and the night was wayy fun too. hahha. anyways, after a week of school, and not to mention tons of tuition, i skipped a tuition last night to go for another outing with them! lols. we went for a dinner in this place right next to the beach. so we got there around 6.30pm-ish. played at the beach till around 8.00pm-ish. had dinner till around 9.30pm. and then went to sit at the beach side again until 11.30pm. LOL. then all of us came back to my house and had supper. x) played around more. and they finally left way past 1am. hahah. huh, i think that might have been the last time we'll be seeing some of them this year. they're going back already. aww=( sigh, only thing do-able is to wait for the next time they return then. andd to hope for more fun advantures with the group! i cant wait already. bwahahhahahhaha.

okays.

till heres.

chiiiiiiao(:

picturees. rawr.

2009-01-02T12:08:00.007+08:00

hellloooo=)
here are some pictures i took during my trip to muka head. or mukah head. however it's spelled. hahha. x)

so, my mum, brothers and i went together with uncle alywin and his 3 kids plus sarah's friend who tagged along. this is a picture of the jabatan whatever it is. x)

this is the view from the entrance to the park. hahha. i love the sea. =)

this was somewhere in the middle to our destination. i think those stilts used to be shalets. wonder what happened to them.

ahh, after around 40 minutes of tough hiking, we reached this spot- USM. well, they just call it usm cause there's this place for usm kids to go learn about stuff there. hahha. xD

my brothers, andrew, daniel and i reached first. sarah, alexandra, uncle alywin and mum were wayyy at the back. lol.

after like, 20 minutes of waiting, they finally made it here with us! yay=D

time to play. lols. we spent an hour half at the beach there. was hell loads of fun. x) uncle alywin thought all of us how to catch crabs! heh.

hmm, the two girls were.. building a sand castle or something. hahha. the other three people at the back were hikers like us. but different groups. x)

everyone else were busy crab-catching. hahha. uncle alywin managed to catch one little crab in the end. the girls had a fun time decorating it's cage/ xD

there's the poor fella. lols.

after playing around with it for awhile, we let it go. hehhe.

hahha. time to get going. byeee beach. (:
oh, and this point. we found steps to get down here from up the bridge while the five of us again, waited for the others. lols.

tadaa. look what we found. nice pools of water! hahha. there were some people swimming in the other sort-of-ponds. x)

hmm, i wonder how did those two things get down there? =\

oh, and we found this. some canopy walk. it looked totally awesome! but the guy clearing the place said it was only open starting this year. sigh. but, we still went up to have a sneak peak. hahha.

and so we went back out already. saw this two little kids there. hahha. so cutex)

okay, so this was our next destination. i forgot what the name of this place was already. but it was really fun. hahha. xD

uncle alywin thought us how to build a dam too! lols.

oh, on the way out form there. we saw bats sleeping under the shade of a board. hahha. they were cool. and not to mention tiny. lol.

well folks, that was pretty much it. loved that day. anyways, i'll be going up for a nights stay at penang hill tomorrow. will updated soon after then. chiaoo(:

here's a picture i took from home. a RAINBOW. hahha. =DD

music=)

2009-01-02T11:48:00.002+08:00

's the second day of a new year! woohoo=)
i'm gonna start off with a song to share.
teheex)

recently crazy over the song, love story, by taylor swift. it rockks! hahha(: here's the video and the lyrics to it. enjoy!

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...

And I said...
Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes...
escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

We were both young when I first saw you.

x

tahaha;]

2009-01-01T00:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONEE! =)
wanna thank all my friends & family for helping me through 2008, making it a wonderful and marveolus one! thanks a bunch for all the things you've gone thru with me, and done for me! love you guys soo much. x)
2008 was a really great year. an unforgetable one. seriously. i had fun, had experiences that i loved, met people i befriended with. and blablabla. heh(:
well, once again,
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
may all your 2009s be a great and fantastic one! all the best people!

cheers! xoxo

p/s. i got 6As, 1B and 1C in PMR. wonder if i should be happy or sad really. =\

Merry Christmas

2008-12-28T14:05:00.002+08:00

heyy.
sorry for not updating.
couldnt get online for the past few days. lol.

firstly,
a belated but still sincere,
MERRY CHIRSTMAS everyone! (:

went to gurney on christmas eve with emma and alison. hahha. i also had an invitation from ketty and yeewei to go redbox with the FOYIcamp-gang. lols. too bad i had to miss that one. sigh. well, there's next time then. hahah. i got there at around 1pm, first went MNG with my mum and aunty bridgite. in there, i thought, THOUGHT i saw my old neighbour. that brought back aloot of memories. lols. around 2pm, i met up with emma, then later on with alison. there was an exchange of gifts too. LOL. so then we went shopping for awhile and watched Yes man at 3.35pm. really funny show. xD oh, along the way i also met with hx, wm, ks, yy and their friends. hahha. coincidence much. x) oh oh, and we bumped into patricia, whos back from aussie for hols. heh. i was gonna meet up with yingting after their redbox session but because i had to catch the movie, missed them off by a few minutes cause they were off to have steamboat. aww. *sniff. neeways, i got back home at around 7pm. and thats pretty much end of the day. hahha=)

hmm, on chirstmas day, we went to uncle nigel's to have lunch. that was one loong and late lunch alrighty. hahha. x)

i havent got anytime to upload new pictures i took on my trip to mukah head with family and uncle alywin. will update on that soon! till here. cheers(:

Attention

2008-12-23T21:27:00.004+08:00

My third entry for today. x)
anyways.

special ATTENTION all FORM3s. PMR results will only be out on the 30th of December. Not the 24th. there seemed to have been some kinda missprinting. heh=)

hahah.
thats all i wanted to say really.
damn nervous for the day to come.
all the best to all the form threeees[:
and i leave you with some pictures of gurneyy. x)

ilovegurney;]

Leo Camp, as promised.

2008-12-23T19:31:00.004+08:00

second entry for today. lols.
okay, so i promised i'd talk about leo camp. here's one dedicated to it. hahha. well, first and for most, leo camp, really isnt a leo camp. it's a camp organized by FOYI penang, for kids aged 8-12 to attend. it's 3 days, 2 nights long. and this year, we had 122 kids who attended=) i realized only when i got there, that not all of the helpers, who were all around my age, were from leo. in fact, very few of us are. lols. most of them came to help via friends and stuff. so it was all-rounded. heh. soo, the camp started on a friday, which was the 12th. but us, non-participants, had to be there on the day before to help get the place cleaned and get out priorities sorted out. while the others where there at around 9am, i only got there after 3pm, cause i had dental appointment. luckily i went late, my friends had me pick up a few needs before going there. hahha. x] (which also reminds me, they owe me 0.40 + 0.60) lols. that night we went out to eat by ourselves. andd, i only got around to sleep at 2.30am, then woken up by around 5am. damn. lol. oh, and i got to meet my teammates. there's yingting, who i've talked thru via sms. lols. she's really nicee. and then there's liangchek, who's also real nice. hahha. well, the first day, we had the roll in, and some activities, like the bridge building, which was cool. hah. that night i got to sleep for around 5-6 hours. which was good. hahha. second day, more activities, and at night, we had a performance to perform. i chose 'luan da' for our group cause they said it was easier? lol. not really. well, we kinda panicked cause we couldnt get anything until the next day. x) i'll neveeer forget that performance. LOL. riight, and this night, also the last night spent in school, i only slept for around an hour. hahha. shh. =x neeways, third day, also the last, departure=( and also rewarding time! our group, HAI O, aka seagull, won, guess what? First prize for our performance! hahhaha. andd, we also got second prize for our mini bridge! tehee:] we also gave the little kiddies some goodies of their own. liangchek got them lollies, while i gave them my mamee. x) mms, then it was cherio time. i miss them alot. surprisingly. lols. after they left, we had to clean up the school again. and it was byeee, for us too. a camp unforgetable. thanks for the memories. and the new friends found. =DD

THE END. tehaa(:
oh, and here are a few pictures, taken by yingting. thankks=)

our group name (HAI O) plus the counter for checking into camp. hahha. x)

every group has a minimum of 10 kids. my group had officially 10, but 2 never showed up. so only 8 left. 4 guys and 4 gals. there they are. =)

hmm. yingting, me and liangchek together with a mixture of kids? lols. not all from our group and not all our group peeps were in it.

'chingay'

2008-12-23T18:40:00.004+08:00

hmms, here are a few pictures i took on my trip to the chingay celebration thingy on sunday night. my parents, my brothers, together with uncle nigel, uncle aylwin, daniel, andrew, sarah and i went together to esplanade to watch it. we also managed to watch the lion dance on stilts, a 24 season drum performance, a few dances, and a funneh performance by sxi school band. lols. was pretty good, hahha=) but the crowd was just, totally uncontrolable. tsk.

look. at. the. crowd. there were soo many pushy people there that night. sigh.

okay, so the first in line was the lion dance. which was total awesomeness. hah=)

then it was the 24 season drum performance. which also rocked. lols. i couldnt manage to get the picture of their performance, thanks to everyone pushing to the front. Anyway, this was taken before their performance=)

first set of chingay-ers. hahha. they had to wait behind line of sxi school band to performe for our governer, and cm who where also present.

st. saviers secondary school, school band performing. it was kinda interesting=D

the dragon-dancer-people making their way in line. oO.

after about an hour plus, some people left, tired, i guess. then, i saw these little kiddies sitting on the stilts used by the lion dancers earlier on. wonder if they were tired, or sitting up there to get a better view. lol. x)

even these 'lions' had to sit down for rests. lols. i likey the black one. ;]

p/s. really sorry the pictures are kinda. blur. lols. it was dark and there were so many people there. blocking this and that. sorry! heh(=

nagnagnag.

2008-12-22T18:39:00.003+08:00

today, another, total boringness. x)
woke up, watched mamma mia and narnia: prince caspian. again. lols. cant get enough of these shows. hahha. anyway, after that, went to gurney for around 2 hours. just for fun, i guess. lol.

oh, i was watching mtv hits just now, and they played a song called without you by hinder? and guess what, omg, kellan lutz was in it! omgomgomg. =) i went to check it out on youtube, but sadly i couldnt find the version of the mv i saw on mtv. awww. anyway, no worries, i'll keep looking! hahha. x)

okay. okay.
so instead, i find kellan lutz videos! like this/

Beverly Hills 90210: Kellan Lutz (interview)

Kellan Lutz on interview with Seventeen.

Kellan Lutz's scene in CSI. hmm, wonder which show was this.

Kellan Lutz interviewing co-stars for hbo's hit series, generation kill. x)

okay, this one is on ashley greene, aka, alice cullen. kinda blury. but, ohwell. she rocks! totally =D

kays,
thats it for now.
toodles(:

ohmygod.

2008-12-21T17:31:00.005+08:00

ohmygod.
ohmygod.
ohhmygaawd.

PMR results.
on the 24th of december, 2008.
totally comfirmed. ahh, which leaves us like, 3 days! S-O-S. god, help us. pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseeee let me get at least, the least, my seven As! So i wont dissapoint my parents, grandparents, siblings, uncle, aunties, teachers, cousins, friends, other relatives and myself. And I told myself I only allow a no A for chinese, one subject. Really hope i dont let myself down. Well, we'll see the outcome on wednesday then. Damn anxious, as the day slowly essolves closer and closer. lol. to my friends who didnt take PMR this year, please help my friends & I pray for good outcome! hahha. thanks a bunchh=)

okay, well. i dont wanna talk about this results thingy so much neemore. yesterday, we went to the beach! well, not really the beach. i guess. it was a small part of a beach at penang swimming club. our main motto was actually to get a peak at how my younger brother in camp is doing. but we sorta bumped into uncle alwin & kids there too. so, we went down to join them. ahhah. when we got there, the participants for the camp were doing flying fox off the carpark building! it was pretty cool. x) my mum asked the guy if my other brother and I could do it, but he said only for the ones with badges, meaning the campers. which is a total bummer. but ohwell. not like we havent done it before. lols. the beach was really nice. long time since i've been to onee. =DD

the campers for the psc camp my brother attended. hahha. they were waiting for the last few ones who wanted to do the flying fox thingy off the carpark.

hmm, i took this from the upper floor off the carpark where they were supposed to jump down from. it's the girl with the yellow helmet's turn=)

andd, this is their campsite. they camped on the playground! lols. and it was near the beach. really near. so i can imagine how cold it might be at night x)

playing at the beachh. lols. guess who? note: its not me, nor my brother=D

welp, i guess till heres then. gonna watch chingay with friends & family later. cherio(:

New. New. New.

2008-12-20T15:10:00.003+08:00

woohoo.
redid my blog layout.
hahha. isnt it nice? x)
to doechan. i know you'll love it cause it's red=P

anyways,
guess what? i stumbled upon this today whiles youtube-ing.

harry potter and the half-blood prince trailor!
woot. i so totally cant wait to watch it already! hahha. x)
it looks really cool. and ron is just LOL. tehaa.
oh, and i cant seem to find the new moon trailor which i was told to have been out. what a bummer. sigh. still, wont rest till i find it! lols. i wonder how the show would turn out to be. hope it wont be as dissapointing as golden compass. pleaseee dont be. hehh=)

well, imma stop here.
be back.
hahhha. (:

tahaa=D

2008-12-18T00:05:00.004+08:00

heyyy=)

ohmygawd, time flies so dang fast.

two weeks left of holidays.

but seriously, my holidays sort of like just began. lol.

mmm, well, after that first week. i went to work at an architecture firm for around 10 days. not really work, went there to learn new stuff. lols. quite an experience. learned a bunch. and i really loved the last two days of work. it was fun. hahha. i got a souviner from someone, after letting him burn my DA's album. lols. oh, and around 10 people took me out for lunch on my last day. thanks to you guys sooo much=) i'll never forget the days there! seriously. hahha.

right, there was alsoo my leo club farewell dinner. sigh of relief after it was over. i did it! woohoo=D everything went really well. and everyone loved the cake! my lion headed cake. hahha. cute ? heh.

later that week, we had the anak-anak kota thing for the sunday street market. it was cool, i guess. went there from 10.30am till around 1.30pm. lols. we went around selling calenders to everyone there. after that, i booted to the meeting for my leo camp. ah, leo camp! x) mmm, we had to stay four days three nights in a school. first experience ever, sleeping in a school. lols. leo camp was, FUN(: met loads of new friends again. each and everyone worth meeting! hahha. i'll brag more on the camp in the next post, which i promise wont be long. heh.

kays then, gotta run. chaos=]

p/s. i HAVE my david archuleta's album already! wooohoooooo! the songs are total greatness. lols. oh, and i've watched twilight already too! bonus yayness. hahha. it rocked. totally. i watched it twice already. anyone up for round three with me ? x) OH, and i miss sooo much OBS ! sobs.

Holidays

2008-11-22T15:34:00.005+08:00

heyys=)
holiday's just begunn~
well, technically, not just. xD
been a week already.
soo apologizing for the late update again.

hmmm, so the first day of hols was a saturday! had to go to school for leo, and went to our sister club dinner at faces. on sunday, we had a joint project with our sister club to collect recycle products around an area near heng ee school. was in a group with ks, and another 3 leos from georgetown central=) it wasnt that bad, kinda fun in a way tho. xD

monday till thursday.
me, my brother & emma attended an art camp! first day was kinda sucky. but the 2nd, 3rd and 4th were GREAT, i mean really niceee=) especially 3rd and 4th. lol. we learnt how to make silkscreen t-shirts! special thanks to the teachers who taught us, including the ki & fiqtriey all the way from KL. xD met manyy new friends there too. hahha, really glad to have met each one of you(:

friday.
total boring-ness. its like, the first day of school holiday for me. lols. first day i got to sleep in since the hols began really. nothing elsee.

saturday.
four (actually five, but one guy couldnt be contacted) of us from the silkscreen workshop got chosen to go back to the art thingy again. learnt a thing or two more about art, which didnt really interest me. i prefer graffiti-ish thingys=\ anyways, had to get up early again. was there since 8.30am till 12.30pm. after that, well, nothing else happened. currently being bored to death. xD

alrighty,
till here people=)
ciaoos.

P/S. I STILL CANT FIND DAVID ARCHULETA'S ALBUM IN PENANG! T.T

Boring-ish

2008-11-13T17:03:00.004+08:00

hey again=)
sorry i havent updated.
been really lazy to, i know. heh.

okay, so last week nothing really happened.
this week. on monday. 10th november. my one and only birthdayy! =] so are a fair few other peoples'. aanyways, so my friends came over after school & we went off to gurney later. lols. this year's birthday's really different in a way. and not so different in another. i mean, this year, loooads more people wished me than last year. and i got loads more presents & cards than last year too. so, i would sooo totally loove to thanks everyonee who celebrated, gave, wished me. THANK YOU ALL SO VERY VERY VERY MUCH=) i really truely appriciate it tons! and for those who went through much trouble getting me presents and cards and stuff, thank you really really much. they're all really great presents. i dont mind anything really. either way, as they say, its the thought that counts aye? (:

so tuesday i skipped school.
didnt do much, BUT i got to sleep in. xD oh, and it was yannee's birthhhday=) just one day after mineee. cool right? to yannee: im really really abosolutely positively sorry i missed school thus your birthday! and i really hope you liked your present we got for you even though it's not much. =\

wednesday.
another plaiin old boring school day mates. cept for the distributiion of our result slips i guess. nothing else.

thursday. (today) also second last day of school!
todaaaaay. damn. we kena-ed spot check. damnit. altho i didnt bring anything illegal. altho i didnt get any mark-deducting. i still feel kinda shitty. as for my friends too. and let me tell you, that bia-tch (for those who know who i meann) just made me h*te her even more. and more. and moreee. ugh. i seriously hope i wont be in the same class as her next year. i guess. but whatever. she does not exist anymore than dust=) cept that, well, nothing-ahem-really happened. HAHA. oh right, right, right! i had the leo interviewing thingy for the form1 and form2s today. was kinda funnnxD

so that's that.
tomorrow's the last day of school.
saturday's the first day of our school break.
17th's the release date of David Archuleta's album in Malaysian stores.
27th's the release date of Twilight in cinema's in Malaysian cinemas.
well, i wont brag any longer.
till heres then.
peace to the world!
BYES=)

Lyrical=)

2008-11-13T16:47:00.004+08:00

hulllooooo folks=)
gonna start this off with a little something.
omgg. im so freakin obsessed with this song called monsoon now. by tokio hotel. hear it peopleeee! i highly support. teheeexD

I'm starring at a broken door

there's nothin left here anymore

my room is cold

it's makin me insane

i've been waitin here so long

but now the moment seems to've come

i see the dark clouds comin up again

runnin through the monsoon

beyond the world

to the end of time

where the rain won't hurt

fighting the storm

into the blue

and when i lose myself

i'll think of you

together we'll be running somewhere new

through the monsoon

just me and you

a half moon's fading from my sight

i see your vision in it's light

but now it's gone and left me so alone

i know i have to find you now

can hear your name

i don't know how

why can't we make this darkness feel like home

running through the monsoon

beyond the world

to the end of time

where the rain won't hurt fighting the storm

into the blue

and when i lose myself

i'll think of you together we'll be running somewhere new

and nothing can hold me back from you

through the monsoon

hey! - hey!

i'm fightin all it's power

comin' in my way

let it take me straight to you

i'll be running night and day

i'll be with you soon, just me and you,

we'll be there soon, so soon...

running through the monsoon

beyond the world

to the end of time

where the rain won't hurt

fighting the storm into the blue

and when i lose myself i'll think of you

together we'll be running somewhere new

and nothing can hold me back from you

through the monsoon

just me and you

through the monsoon

just me and you

;

Comeback;

2008-10-26T22:47:00.004+08:00

heyy everyone. =]

uh, i think this'll be like my first official blog update since after PMR. hahha.

sorry bout that. had me.. reasons. xD

sooo anyways, PMRs over!

(okay, i know it's already been almost like 2 weeks since. heh)

basically, schooling now is like, totes boring!

gawd, to think it'd be fun,

i mean, dont get me wrong, its nice,

only, its really kinda boring! there's seriously nothing to do now. sigh=(

well, friday,

ii WENT TO WATCH HSM3!

had to go the first day.

being a hsm huge fan and all. hahha.

with emma, eunice and my cousin.

it ROCKED! hahhah.

i sosoososooo looved the song high school musical! =)

facts i dont like about it:

1. vanessa hudgens & zac efron

(no offence to the fans. heh)

2. why didnt they put the guy with zac's voice as the official actor of the show? i mean, its not like he isnt good looking or anything! still cant understand why. huh.

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 - SENIOR YEAR.

okays then. that'll be it for nows. tataas. xo

Tagged again.

2008-10-22T16:44:00.004+08:00

Tagged by kim!
maykimm, how could you do this to me? T.T kidding! hahha!

01. What have you been doing recently?
watching numb3rs! alot, and going on the computer too. heck, PMRs over people! hah.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
uh, duh? it's not advicable to leave it on forever.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?
school-ing? only, wasnt really much like school-ing. wait, it was recess at that time! hahha.

04. When did you last cry?
exam pressure? heh.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?
it depends, really.

06. What do you want in your life right now?
for all my dreams to come true!

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
same with mk, i just walk. hahha.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
my teddy bear? XD

09. What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
nicest, aye. i've got too many nice ones to choose from!

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
uhh, no?

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope.

13. What was the last movie you caught?
you dont mess with the zohan! hahha, watched it with my friends at home right after the last day of PMR.

14. What are you proud of?
things i've done right?

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
friendship stuff. =)

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
hmm, this is me by demi moore. hahha.

17.Do you have any nicknames?
uh, duh?

18. What does your last received text message say?
errr, from eunice? about buying pianos. lols.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
10.30pm. i think.

20. Are you currently happy?
yeps. but more of boredom than happiness.

21. Who gives you best advice?
i dont know. heh.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
nopee.

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
EmmaL.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?
currently? not really.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
friends! in school. was joking around.

26. Do you wear toe socks?
toe socks? oO?

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
uhmm, i think it was felicia.

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
nope, its still phisically in one whole piece! =]

29. What annoys you most in a person?
lie-ing just to get attention.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
celebrity crush? loads! hahha.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?
no way!

32. What is the colour of your room?
pink & white =)

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
nah. torturing her would be enough. *evil laughs. xD kidding!

34. Do you believe in the saying of :"talk is cheap?"
depends.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
friends who came over.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?
dang, cant seem to remember.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
no.

38. Do you have a life?
yes. i guess. xD

39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
noo.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
i currently do not have any profile songs! hahha.

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
dont remember this either. =P

42. Last time you smiled?
while reading maykim's tagged? hahha.

43. Have you changed this year?
guess not. but i like the way i am.

44. What are you listening right now?
uh, check yes juliet by we the kings.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
yeps. two people in fact. hahha.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open? heck what sorta question is this?

47. Is there a quote you live by?
might be.

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?
doesnt everyone?

49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yep. recorder, piano.

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?
have yet to have one.

51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
reading twilight? xD

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
swt?

53. What song best describes your love life?
...

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
gawd, whats with all this?!

55. Who always make you laugh?
all my friends! x)

56. Do you speak any other language other than English?
chinese, malay, hokkien.

57. Favourite website(s)?
twilight, harrypotter, hsm official sites & my profiles.

58. What's your middle name?
uh, hui?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?
going to school? and repeating the hole routine again.

60.What do you think you are like?
liike a human being?

61. Who will you choose to die with?
not planning on die-ing so early! i still wanna live.

62. Where have you been today?
school then home.

63. What game do you play often?
i dont do games.

64. Who are you missing right now?
everybody? lols.

65. If you have to choose between friend n loves, who will you choose?
both are equally important!

66. What are you doing right now?
this absolutely loathing tagged! and listening to my i Tunes while chatting with friends. heh.

67. Which primary school are you from?
pcgps.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?
any shade of blue, pink and black/white.

69. What emotion you like to show?
smiley faces! =]

70. What is your life to you?
my life!

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
find someone to talk to.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
doechan! xD

73. Who do you admire most?
not sure.

74. Which month are you born in?
November.

75. How are you feeling right now?
hyper? i guess. hahhhahhahha.

76. What is the time now?
5.11pm.

77. what kind of person do u think the one who tagged u is?
a great friend, cool, fun, crazy! lols=)

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
havent had it dye-d.

79.Why are you doing this test?
cause im kinda bored.

80. What do you do when you're moody?
talk to my friends.

81. At which age you wish to get married?
havent tought about it.

82. Who is more important to you? Girlfriend or friends?
girlfriends.

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will YOU DO?
refer this answer to the last tagged i did. it's right below this! xP

84. Who is the person you trust the most?
family & my besties.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yea. after rain AND shine. =)

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
to have all my other dreams to come true! xD

87. What is your goal for this year?
getting good greds.

88. Do you believe in eternal love?
idk. heh.

89. What feeling do you love most?
hyper-ish-happy-free-of-worries-kind of mood? hahha.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
hell, yes!

91.What feelings you hate the most?
anger and well, sadness too?

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
a definate yes. (=

93. Do you believe in God?
yes.

94. Who cares for you most?
my family & friends. thanks you guys! <3

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
every moment., every person, every decision, every choice, every experience, every piece of music, every set of movie, every type of style. yeah, well, you get my point. tehee=]

96. What will you bring when you fight?
fighting gear? and a coach. hahha.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
many little things. hasnt all of us? nobody's perfect. we live it, we pass it, we learn to forget it. time can never be doubled back. so just learn from it to make history never be repeated twice.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
no one no longer cares for you? shouldnt that mean being damn happy and thankful? no one no longer cares for you. hmm. trickly question.

99. What if your stead two-timed you?
id be all wtf.

100.HOW DO U FEEL NOW?
headcracking, fingers hurting! gawd.

5 people i tag ~
(okay, i aint that bad. whoever who wants to do this, go ahead, im not tagging anybody. =] )

Tagged.

2008-10-22T15:55:00.006+08:00

Tagged by Felicia.

1. What was your dream when u were a small kid?
uhh, i seriously cant remember? heck, i was small! =P

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?
my family, friends, and well, basically everything i love!

3. What do u wish to have right now?
everything on my wish list? xD
oh, especially midnight sun. gawd, when's it coming out?!

4. When was the last time u Horse laugh??
wtfs horse laugh?

5. What did u realized recently?
i realized. that PMR's just over?
and time after it goes so damn slowly! ugh.

6. Which bad habit of u that is most unacceptable?
idk. ask the experties.

7. When u r unhappy, what will u do?
cry? lols.

8. What r u afraid of losing?
family, friends, my cant live withouts.

9. Within 5 years, which target is the most realistic one?
i guess doing good in studies, nowadays you cant do anything without it.

10. When u met someone u like, will u confess or hide your feelings?
hide? i think.

11. List out three kind of people u hate most.
liars, bitches, backstabbers.

12. Define loneliness.
am i a dictionary or what?
well, loneliness is an act of having to do everything all by yourself. out of misary, it's cruel to live in loneliness.

13. Are u satisfied with your life now?
seeing the world in a whole new way, yes, i am. people should be. look around you, open your eyes, not everyone gets what you have, a safe home? food? a family? friends? re-think your lives.

14. When is the most recent time u felt touched?
touched? uh, i cant really recall.

15. Where is the most beautiful place that u visited?
England AND Australia. =)

16. A song is playing in your mind recently?
one step at a time by jordin sparks! hahha.

17. If u ever had a wish come true, what is it?
re-live my life. make things better that what i should have.

18. Do u have anything worried or scared recently?
besides the PMR results in december, like, loads more. lol.

19. If the world is going to end, what will u do?
firstly, i'd go shopping with my mates. to shop till we drop! then, i'll tell all my loved ones how much they mean to me, how much i love them, how much i truely appriciate them and what they've done. lastly, i'd probably go rob the movie bank (if there is any) to get my hsm3, twilight & hp6 movies to watch! OR i'd just get a wizard/witch, Aslan of narnia?, the fairy odd parents! or someone to just undo the world-is-ending thing. that way, we wont have to rush anything. XD [ this is just a cut-down list, might be loads more to do if the world really ends, tho i dont think it will end very soon, still trillions to go people! ]

20. Who are you thinking of rite now?
who? KELLAN LUTZ. =P
and everyone from twilight, harrypotter, highschoolmusical. huh, how could one think of so much at a same time? hahha.

I TAG -
1. maykim.
2. doechan.
3. whooimeen.
4. vincent.
5. whoever who wants to do this!

Happy Doing! =]

Sincerely;

2008-09-05T19:01:00.003+08:00

--------ATTENTIONeveryonee--------
okayy, as many people might have noticed.
i didnt update at all for a whole month.
i am sososooo VERY sorry. =x
also, from today onwards,
for another whole month or so,
i dont think i'll be able to do further updates anymoree.
seriously APOLOGIZING for it first.
SORRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYY!! !!!
its pretty much cause of PMRs and trials.
ugh, darn exams. pfft.
damn, anyways, i gotta log off soon too.
welp, ttfns=)
and GOODLUCK to EVERYONE sitting exams.
all the best, kambate & well, ttys. heh. [=

LOVE;
jen. =)

living it my way.

2008-08-13T21:04:00.005+08:00

yooo people=)
first things first.
OMG. DAVIDARCHULETA HAS A NEW SONG!
and it freakin ROCKS. !!
been waiting for this for soo long. YAYness. XD

moving on,
ive just finished breaking dawn yesterday!
damn, it was soo good.
now i cant wait for midnight sun!
already read its first chapter and it seemed so good.
darn, cant wait alreadyy. hehh. =]
oh, and the movie too!
omggg, still so long. december! gah.

righht, and i changed my layout.
hope its nice. ahhaha.
hmm, what else.
weeell, there was the beijing olympics?
it was good, but there were bloody flaws. damn.
so much for original. meh.
oh, and our first aid course on saturday.
that was okay too, prefered the previous week one more tho.
OH, and psc's opened a new badminton court!
finallyy. get to go there at least once every week! =)
well, only if mum lets. so not 100% sure, but, better than nothing right?
damn, i miss badminton so much. =(
stupid chinese tuition for taking away my badminton.
huh, guess its till here.
nothing really much to say anymore.
so , cheers peeps:)

p/s.
HIGHSCHOOLMUSICAL3 is coming out already! WOOHOO=D

Twilight.

2008-08-06T14:57:00.005+08:00

mmm, this picture kinda crept me out. X)

edward & bella in edward's car! =)

the cullen clan. cheers. hahah.
from left to right, emmett, rosalie, esme,
edward, carlisle, alice & jasper. <3

lol at edward's expression. XD

edward cullen's handwritting=D

pfft. im boreddd.
soo i decided to add some pictures here.
of twilight! hahhaha.
my newest, latest obsession. =)
xx

2008-08-05T21:07:00.007+08:00

s-sorry for the late update again!
cant say i was busy, so, probably no mood?
hehh. =)

anyways,
from the last blog till this one.
a little recap of the interesting programs.

well, uhmmm.
Last week then. Saturday. was guides farewell, for our, well, most memorable EXCOs, sadden-ning. =x Sunday. i skipped chinese tuition! HAHA=D that's cause i had to go for our first aid course, 9am -5pm. before that, we were all like, arww-do we have to go? but that day, wasnt as bad as it could have been. Especially the 2-hour break we got! now that was memorable. we, about 8 of us? actually walked to MCD in Greenlane, and back for lunch, made a quick stop at shell station to get sweets too. Cant wait for this saturday's course againn! we are going back to MCD arent we? lols. =) oh, and my team, elixir of life, won one of the 5 merit awards of the penangites entries for the NIE project thingy! hahhaha, kinda unexpectable really, i mean, for one, we were the only team in our school to actually win the award? pfft. still trying to grasp on to the truth, between dreams and reality i guess. X)

mmmf, i guess that wraps up pretty much everything?
oh, and I GOT HOLD ON BREAKING DAWN already!
and not to mention the whole set at the same time.
omgomgomg. breaking dawnnnnn! =]
gawdd, i cant wait to finish it.
will talk more about the book next time! hahah.
kays then,
ciaooo:)

2008-07-22T21:47:00.003+08:00

so, here's the lyrics for a song im kinda obsessed with now, Twilight by Vanessa Carlton. I dont really think its from the show Twilight, but its nice anyway. Enjoy! =)

I was stained, with a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew what was right, just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight

And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen,
cause I've seen, twilight.

Never cared never wanted
Never sought to see what flaunted
So on purpose so in my face, couldn't see beyond my own place
And it was so easy not to behold what I could hold
But you taught me I could change whatever came within these shallow days

And I will, I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen

As the sun shines through it pushes away and pushes ahead
It fills the warmth of blue and leaves a chill instead and
I didn't know that I could be so blind to all that is so real
But as illusion dies I see there is so much to be revealed

And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight
And I was stained, with a role, in a day not my own
But as you walked into my life you showed what needed to be shown
And I always knew, what was right
I just didn't know that I might
Peel away and choose to see with such a different sight
And I will never see the sky the same way and
I will learn to say good-bye to yesterday and
I will never cease to fly if held down and
I will always reach too high cause I've seen, cause I've seen, twilight.

ILOVEIT. =P

2008-07-22T21:32:00.002+08:00

ohhdangg.
when was the last time i updated?
gawd, must have been years ago.
hahahha=P
neeways, sorry people.
for not updating, i mean=)

nothing really much happened.
we did have St. John's campfire last saturday, i did get more addicted to Twilight, i did wake up last sunday at SEVEN am to make doechan's birthday cupcakes, i did bump into emma in PSC's library, i did meet up with a friend from New Zealand, i did eventually overcome her (for the time being anyway), i did make plans for a birthday trip, andd i did have oral last friday too. hah X)
so thats pretty much it i guess.
oh, and my conflict on merdeka day.
huh. not much i can do about it.
ohwell, it'll come soon.
welps, till heres.
cheers! :)

huh. what was i thinking?

2008-07-08T23:07:00.003+08:00

*ahemm*
i have only these three words to say.
I freakinly
LOVE
TWILIGHT!
or four.. neeways.
ohhmegawdd. (=
edward & bella for life!
same goes for the cullen family.
tho i dont really fancy rosalie.
but emmett's cool.
hahha. omggg. !!
teheeeee=]

i like the night.

without the dark,

we'd never see the stars.

bella; twilight.

2008-07-04T20:34:00.004+08:00

OMGGGGGGGG !!
i have now.
officially and seriously.
becomee a ...
TWILIGHT fann.
bwahahahhahahha. xDD
and this is all thanks to-
two very special people.
maykim and doechan! =)
for introducing and lending it to mee.
and also to someother people,
like, ezza, for instance. ^^
wooot. twilight rocks man !
Edward and Bella for life.
hahahha, i know im wierd. x)
cheers!

i am trying

my very best.

to forget.

2008-07-03T20:32:00.007+08:00

this sosoo freakiin sucks. big time.
everyday i go into class,
i get this freakin weird surprise.
none that i quite fancy i guess.
but. i mean, everyday's gotta be different from the other aye? hah=)
look, im trying to be more positif now. so im not gonna mention anything about her today. cause its like.. everyone's telling me not to. (oops. forgive me, i just did mention her againn. xD)
well.. today's thursday! =]
jenming and ahem* hiyurii,
came over while waiting for rumah.
hiyuri came to print her project coverr,
and we weree supposed to talk about our leo club team building thing happenning soon. anyone has any good games? please let me know! thanks=)
so instead, they were being very good freinds.
wanna take this opportunity to thank them.
and some other people.
for helping me. thru, things.
THANK YOUUU sooo very much !
you guys are the best ! xoxo
mmm. and after that.
i went to tuition, and doechan
lent me a book called twilight.
seems like loads of people love it.
so why not give it a go? =D
welp, till heres.
cheers:)

why do we have to

learn to forget?

2008-07-02T18:52:00.009+08:00

Tagged by vincent.

List down 20 ppl's name of u can think of now..Randomly ...Dont read the question n do the freekking post..
1. Vincent ! >.<
2. MayKim.
3. Deborah.
4. Emma.
5. Michelle.
6. JenMing.
7. Sharon.
8. Eunice.
9. Rouning.
10. YanNee.
11. Mark.
12. DoeChan.
13. WhooiMeen.
14. HuiXian.
15. KahSing.
16. HueyMing.
17. Lisa.
18. ChaiSean.
19. Felicia.
20. Bernie.

-How did you meet 14?

uhhm. that'd be fs? thru wm too i guessxD

-What would you do if you meet 1 ?

meeet him? right, uhh. that'd be like.. next cny? so we'll see. hahah=P

-What if 9 and 20 dated ?
okaay. that'd be so weird. =x

-Will 6 and 17 date ?
LOL. nooo way, man !

-Describe 3
uhmm, good senior-friend =) , bahasa cina sangat canggihxD.. oh, and another TVXQ fan. lols ~

-Describe 7
woot. one of my bestiee! anime lover. andd, leoclub's treasurer-to-be! HAHAH=D

-Do you knoe any of 12's family members ?
well duhh. like her anoyying std1 cousin? hahahxP

-What language does 15 speak ?
penang languages? lolls.

-How old is 16?
15..

-When is the last time you spoke to 13 ?
This morning. in school, the foyer. where she and hxjie where like.. seeing my file? hahahxD

-Who is 2's favourite band/singer ?
ohh. now this is easy. TVXQ, jaejoong for lifee. =]

-Would you ever date 4 ?
Date? maybe not. hang out? totally !

-Would you ever date 1 ?
wth?? xD

-Is 19 single ?
now this, i dont know. lols. even tho she site beside me in class.. i seriously have not a clue. =x

-Would you ever be in a relationship with 11 ?
uhhh. do i seriously need to answer this..? lols.

-School of 3
PCGHS.

-Where does 6 live ?
uhh. id say about 20minutes drive away from minee.

-What is the favourite thing of 5 ?
welp, she's my bestie too. so, everything i guess!

-Have you ever seen 2 naked ?
omgg, noooooooo way !!

And I tag...:
MayKim.

WhooiMeen.

Deborah.

DoeChan.

happy doing=D

2008-06-30T20:50:00.003+08:00

I AM SOOOO freakin PISSED off
by you and onlyy you.
why the hell are you like this?
why the hell do you act.
why the hell do you pretend.
why the hell do you fake.
why the hell do you piss.
why the hell do the you-ness spread?
just fuckk off alright.
your just creating a whole flock of you.
out of our, MY friends.
as each day passes by,
the moree i cant stand you.
the more i hate you.
and just some advice?
STAY OFF MY FRIENDS !
your changing her into your kind.
you & your freakin bitching kind.
arghhhhhhhhhh. !! =\
(and im sorry for using f words.)

thanks for those who

are always there

for me=)

2008-06-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

omggg.
hahah. so mempersiasui-kan. xD
anyways, todayy.
was guides drilling & fancy drilling.
then was leo BOD & social meeting.
was in school from 7am till 1pm.
damn tiring mann. sigh*
was with maykim for some time.
till i had to go for my leo BOD. .
we were talkin bout nigahiga!
hahahah. they rockk ! =]
how to be ninjaa. rofl.
neeways, nuthin muchh then.
cheers! :)

you've changed.

soo much.

2008-06-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

school today,
was.. surprisingly not as boring as anyone had taught it would turn to be=)
there was of course the penyampaian hadiah.
(well. only that part was dead boring)
then there were performances!
great ones! woot[=
then the shortt-recess.
then the performances from USM.
omgg. there was a guitar & drum set!
overall, not much of a bad day:)

i feel like blurting something out.

in your face.

do you have a mf?

dont bother asking what it means.

2008-06-24T18:25:00.002+08:00

OMG.
my hand effin hurts.
stupid injection for happenning.
stupid nurse for everything.
stupid hand for hurtin.
ishhhhh. =x
and tomorrow's teachers day already!
no class parties. T-T
instead , replaced by performances?
my gawd, class parties would have been much better off. even for the teachers!
mehh.

darn. you're back agiain. =(

2008-06-23T20:55:00.002+08:00

these few days have been.
so effin boring that ive got nothing much to spit about. seriously.
2 things came across me today.
ONE. omgg. we're having freakin injection shots tomorrow! and they hurt, from what people say. OMG. feel like missing school ! =\
TWO. omggg even more! WTF happenned to me ODM watch? why'd it go all crazy when i hit the light button? and much a coincidence that it also happens to VC's one on the exact same day? huh. someone's plotting to destroy ODMs=x
well, thats all for now i guess.
oh, and i have like, 6 story books to read now. hahah=D
but im done with to emma's to catch a pirate and the swimming club's you dont know me. half way thru maykim's narnia book and emma's alphabet sisters, and havent begun with the other two yet . lol =]
teacher's day coming.
still no news of class party. T.T
cheers:)

lalala? heh=)

2008-06-19T21:23:00.007+08:00

mehh.
NOTICE:
from today onwards,
im gonna be like, hardly ever getting on here.
(but i hope it only lasts awhile=>)
it's a long story why.
i so do not want to repeat it again. seriously.
so freakin pek chek. or however its spelled.
huhh. and she didnt even bother,
saying 'thank you' !
after the price i had to repay for.
maybe they were right. =(
today i stayed back. again! lol.
science fair was ever so boring.
AND i got deducted 4% marks from my PJK exams just because i hadnt attend hari sukan. like, seriously? JUST WENT FOR MY UNCLE'S WEDDING -.- its not like i wanted to miss it or anythingg. isnt it the least a niece can do? huh.
right after school, i was talking to emma & peicing ,while walking, that is, and.
*whamppppppppp* some f2 person opened the classroom door and slammed it right onto me. fiiish* already hurt my right hand yesterday, and now she bams my left hand. so much for luck.
anyway, we were deciding whether we should hold everyones birthdays from the month of August to December, right after PMR? bigg celebrationn! all together bout' 8 of us right? hahah. but still it aint official yet. heh.
oh, and when i dropped emma off after tuiition, she lent me a book 'to catch a pirate' i think. cant wait to read it! =]
my hands hurt so much=x
well ttfn, tata for now(:

why do you make your

life like this?

2008-06-17T17:57:00.003+08:00

puhhhhhhhh.
finally finished my geography project!
well, not all. but at least till where teacher asked us to, which already took me sooo-h longg, by the way. hahah=]
anyhow, still freakin pissed off with you..
d-danng, today was so damn boring. again.
nothing special happened, i guess.
but we recieved news that
we're NOT having class parties this year!
pfft. tough luck. i wann class parties! T.T
well. uh. till here then? =)

life's a rollercoaster ride;

2008-06-15T16:10:00.004+08:00

hhuh.
i still hate you.
im seriously not that kind who hates someone that much. but you, in paticullar, have given me soo much to hatee you about. and i do mean it.

so, i havent updated for friday and saturday.
didnt have the mood to do so. sorry! =\
and i didnt use the computer at all yesterday!
had guides in the morning,
stayed back awhile with maykim while my mum
was in primary seeing my brother's teacher.
went to AVA room to see emma them dance=]
good job. ^^
anyways, later on i went one stop.
to buy DVDs=P and then to gurney.
OMG. there was the iPod fair thingy. wanted to buy one. but mum wasnt happy with the idea. so.. *sigh. =(
thenn, i spent the whole afternoon after.
bout, 3-7somthing i think, with my mp3 in my ear, reading the narnia book maykim lent me. hahah. but only managed to finish like, 2 stories out of 7.
anyways, it was GREAT=]
thanks for lending it to me, maykim! xD
then at night. i watched three movies.
well. part of it. first i watched vantage point. =D
then was gonna watch narnia:the lion, the witch and the wadrobe. but thenn got pulled away to watch spiderwich after about 20minutes into the show. sobs. but spiderwich was good. (narnia still would've been better=P)
fantasy much? (=
oh, and on friday. after school,
maykim and i went to see the guides board.
omg. it was realllyyy nice! <3
welp. till heres.
cheers:)

you never meant it.

did you?

2008-06-12T20:40:00.003+08:00

I HATE YOU.
omg. i sooo freakin hate you.
gahh><>
leave my life for once and for all will you?
and puh-leasee. stop acting like you care.
espicially if it's like, only infront of her. huh.
fuh-toot. =x

so pissed off right now.
ish. plus this freakin COLD is sooooo not making anything better for me. and cough. and voice. and. ohh. just the whole darn sickness! sheesh. hate it when i get sick. just go away too, wont you?
and the projects. OMGawwd.-.-
sometimes i just seriously miss life in outward bound.
hahah. no work. no projects. no schools to attend.
huh. just time with friends, friends, and people! =)
or perhaps the monkeys too=\ and, of course.
mother nature! lol. [:
and i miss jules and prem!! sigh.

ahem*
anyway. school today was. average i guess.
wasnt that boring.
stayed back with jenming and peicing and emma. hah.
wandered around school? =]
went to chess for awhile with them.
chatted loads? lol.
anyway. till heres thenn.
cheers. as always(:

Best friends hold on together,

till the end of time. <3

2008-06-11T18:52:00.007+08:00

*thats what you get when you let your heart breaaks~*
huh. stupid BM teacher.
told us to bring so many books.
and yet on the day right after, she doesnt freakin show up. pfft. lousy person. =x
we've got a new PJ teacher today.
wonder whether she's still gonna be as considerate as ms Angelin on our uniforms and stuff for the wednesday lessons. xD
oh right. during the third and fourth period.
which was PJ & BI,
(we didnt get to go out to play during PJ, was raining.)
nien wei and I went to maykim's place to chat!
lol. for two straight classes. hahah.
dalilah said it was a 'guides meeting' cause we were all in guides. =P
HAHA. anyway, were chatting about some weird topic(aye, maykim?)
dont even know how to topics started. LOL. =)
after recess, geo lesson. as funny as ever.
thenn it was BC classes. omg. i fell asleep. I seriously DID. lol. most of the times if it were boring id just talk to emma. but was too tired today. xD afterall, she was repeating the darn poem or whatever it was for EIGHT times. sheesh.
hahah, after two horror classes of chinese, it was science with our new science teacher! =D (bernie & sheea ern were then saying why i slept in class. lol) science teacher was nice! lol. someone broke a test tube and she was like shouting ' it doesnt matter, it doesnt matter. ' making her way there.
and the last teacher? she was like. angry after one break for the whole freakin two classes. see the difference? XD
huh. so freakin bored.
currently am chatting with maykim, emma, sarah.
welp, imma stop here.
gonna stay back tomorrow with emma, jenming, peicing and em peeps.
they're having rumah=]
cheers! :)

p/s. i wanna find a DA or

DC layout! lol=]

Another boring day.

2008-06-10T19:56:00.007+08:00

Ta-daa! like my new layout? =D
(fyi, tons of thanks to maykim! tehee.)
it's missing blue tho. still, i lovee it. =]
so as for today.
classes were on as usual.
so boh-ring. again. sheeesh.
we had quite a few new teachers too!
PM teacher. gawd. couldnt hear a word she's saying! tho i AM sitting in front-.- BM teacher. OMfG. i hatee her. she was the one who was forcing me to join bbl! and guees what? she just made our bags a WHOLE lot heavier than it ought to be! gah. why cant she just tell us what books to bring each day? hmph. well, and last but not least, our SN teacher. okay, this one, i like. hah. much better than the last one, i THINK. at least her english's much more hear-able. lol=)
anyhow, today still had to carry on with school.
only chinese teacher taught us today. hah.
so much time to chat around! xD
while emma had rehersals for the dance thingy, i went to sit with PeiCing and Eunice. watched them color the NIE poster. was brilliant! lol.
OH, and we got our class photos today!
guess what we did to it? get people to sign at the back of it. lmao.
emma started it. x) (great idea tho! hah.)
SV teacher gave out marks too. only got 84%=x
well. nothing much more tuh say i guess.
tomorrow's uniform day tho, still having PJ classes. pfft. =\
till heres.
cheers mate:)

still hatin' you. gah><

Back to School.

2008-06-09T17:17:00.003+08:00

Monday blues.
serious ones. lol.
school just reopen-ed! couldnt even get up this morning=x
but, its cause i forgot to put on the alarm before sleeping last night. hahah. cant blame me, was at least 12sumthing when i slept. darn sejarah project! gah><
anyway, today was as boring as ever.
but there was the change of class schedules as usual, after a term.
so some teachers never came in or just came in and sat there.
and the RESULTS. omg. my results freakin suckk. ahhhk.
I DIDNT GET A FOR ENGLISH. omfgg. parents so gonna kill me=\
on the other hand, dont think anyone in my class did get A. weird.
only got 59% for chinese. (well, i didnt even expect to pass. hah)
got 77% for maths, i think. LOL. this one, I seriously NEVER thought i'd even pass? gawd, it was hard. but.. oh well. x)
so since teachers werent teaching much, we were talking our way through the whole day. xD (oh, and like, special congrates to emma! if you know what i mean=P)
OH, & i just came back from my Singapore trip at 8.30pm last night!
it was, FUN. hahah. shopping, more shopping, dinners and that sort of stuff all the wayxD. we went sentosa too! while my mum went with uncle ronnie to vivo city. (is that how its even spelled? heh) neeyways. we got angpows too! tehee=)
huh. was photographer of uncle's wedding. dunno why either=x
the dinner was good, got to see all the relatives havent seen in awhile, like, uncle terance & uncle simon. lawl. ^^
right. and while sitting the MRT one day, this english guy hoped in and I was like. OMG. he had the same hair style as Jason. LOL. unbelievable. hah.
welp, wont dilly dally no more.
till heres!~
cheers:)

Tagged by DT & ZhiEe.

2008-06-08T22:29:00.007+08:00

01. What do you want the most now?
to get all my projects freakin done? lol=\

02. What do you want to be when you grow up?
uh. not exactly sure. anything to do with art, i guess? xD heck, im only 14 plus!

03. What would you do if you lose everything in one shot?
go crazy? i mean, who wouldnt? hah.

04. What are you afraid to lose now?
well, my family, best friends, friends, & uh, basically everything I love in life=]

05. Do you believe in love forever?
maybe. maybe not.

06. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
no way. unless it were to be celebs! xD

07. What would you do when you're feeling down and depressed?
listen to songs or flyfm. they always cheer me up=) jules & prem rock! lawl.

08. What are the requirements that you wish of your other half?
anything but having not-so-good personalities i guess?

09. Which type of person do you hate the most?
rude, self-centered, bitchy, liers, fakers, you know, that type.

10. Do you cherish every single of your friendships?
uh. guess I do, hope I do too. x)

11. Do you believe in God?
duh?

12. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
friends, family. (=

13. Do you find it necessary for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
well. let's see when the time comes. never really thought about it before tho.

14. What do you want your friends to be like?
everything a true friend should be.

15. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?
a good one. :)

16. If you can have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?
Depends.

17. If you're feeling low one day, who would you go to?
most probably myself?

18. Would you die in order to save the one you love?
die? love as in love love or just love? tehee.

19. Would you kill in order to save the one you love?
depends on the situation too? xD

20. If you have the chance to change the past, what would you change?
seriously. loads of things.

was tagged by DT and ZhiEe. lol. x)

Narnia!

2008-06-05T13:11:00.003+08:00

omgomgomg.
only today left to get my sejarah project done.
effin sejarah project! i hatee youu.
gahh. damn the lampiran too.
how the heck am i gonna find all those stuff needed?><
sooooooo in need of help.
but not many people seem to have done the project.
seems like everyone likes last-minute work.
pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft.
anyway.
I FINALLY WATCHED NARNIA!! weeeeeeeeee~
it rockked! not what i imagined. but still. =]
loved every bit of it.
but the ending.
gosh. was really sad when susan had to leave caspian.
they even played the call.
and does Peter really mean what he said? and Aslan?
that peter & susan wont ever be going back to Narnia?
but whyy? it's not like their really that old.
hope its not true. lol. wanna see all four of them together.
now i badly wanna read their story book!
saw it that day at gurney but mum said to borrow it from the library.
but i dont think ive ever seen Narnia books in the libraries of sports club & swimming club. is there? gonna look again=)
well. until here i guess.
nothing more to say.
leaving for Singapore tomorrow.
so. till then.
cheers:)

freaking projects!

2008-06-04T15:22:00.005+08:00

ahhhhhhhk.
so many freakin projects to do!
geography, seni, science, SEJARAH.
phckk. pfffffffffffffffffft.
giving up on geo at the moment.
since i have not much clue what to do anyway.
currently working on seni.
done science. (pheww)
left SEJARAH. ohdang.
that is the freakin worst onee! havent touched it.
only have tomorrow left. omgomgomgg.
can i miss the singapore trip?
no way will i be able to finish the project in a day!
HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP meeeeeeee. T.T S-O-S.
okay. enough bout that. trying to keep my mind off it .
lalalalalalalalaa~
brother's are currently quarreling again.
hate it when they do that. so freaking annoying. gahh. SHUT UP.
pfft. anyway.
IM GONNA WATCH NARNIA LATER! xD (finally!)
i think. mum says only if we've done what we're supposed to do.
ohhmegawdd. cant wait! teheee=)
'the call' by regina spektor. reaal nice song! !
oh, and here's a pic taken during our ATC this year.
uhmm, thanks cherry! ^^

ATCo8- hexer group together with our EXCOs=]
edited it abit. but its still kinda blur@.@
memories. lawl. (=
neeways. till heres.
cheers:)

p/s. just cut my hair. sobsT.T*

Pictures from Indiana Jones.

2008-06-02T17:59:00.003+08:00

when they were entering the ... ? dunno whats it calledxD

Harrison Ford as Indiana Jones! =]

the bad guys of the show=] the girl one's the leader. freakin werid one. x)

Shia and Karen Allen ( son & mother ) trying to escape from those.. people?

in the cave. =] the one furtest to the right's a idiot. seriously.

LOL. this part was cool.

uh. they were looking for some metal thingy here.
something like the fake crystal skull. i think. lol.

oh. this part. ew. there were HUGE ants there. and i mean HUGEE.

and here are a few pictures from Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull. seriously good show. loved it. hahah. =]

Narnia Pictures

2008-06-02T17:45:00.003+08:00

From right. Edmund, Susan, Prince Caspian, Peter & Lucy. =]

Peter! =] ( William Moseley )

Lucy! cute=] ( Georgie Henley )

Susan! ( Anna Popplewell )

King Aslan with Lucy.

Edmund. ( Skandar Keynes )

Narnia : Prince Caspian pictures! still havent watched the show yet. T.T crys*

tuition?

2008-06-02T14:38:00.003+08:00

omg. one whole week of school hols are over?
dang thats seriously fastt! ><
still have so many projects to work on.
but am so lazy to do so. hahah. x]
today had tuition at 10am. AM.
so freagin early! AND it was for 3 and a half hours!
so it was from 10-1.30pm. so longgg.
(dont ask me why)
anyway. but surprizingly? it didnt turn out that bad.
time does fly quickly sometimes. =]
i brought mum's muffins there. 11 of them! to share with everyonee at tuition, that is.
brought an empty box back in the end. haha.
next tuition will most probably be held in my house.
14 of us? in my house. lol.
v.chien said 小心你的屋子倒 to me. hahah. xD
(gawd. you have no clue how long it took me to type that=P )
but i dont really mind. not likely will it come down anyway. lmao.
and OMfG. i'm having maths tuition later! gahh.
whyyy?? was perfectly happy to miss it this friday when im off to singapore for my holiday!
pffft. if you'd know who exactly my teacher is. sigh. pity meself. =x
i just realized i'd miss it like for 3weeks already?
two weeks in conjuction with exam and one cause i was in school with guides. ( not that i'm complaining, that i'm but glad. xD )
that long since i've touched maths work. i'd probably have forgotten even how to divide and times. hahah.
ahwell. face the mathematical music to my ears.
more like torture. x)
welp, till heres.
cheers mate:)

Bored

2008-06-01T18:28:00.003+08:00

right. so today's the second day after ATC's over.
gawd. so damn boring!
i woke up at around 9.30am.
(missed my tuition! but surprisingly mum nor dad scold me)
anyway, instead we went out.
first went to get my brother's hair cut.
for my uncle's wedding this week.
leaving for Singapore this friday! weeeeeeee~ =]
then we went to pick up my grandma and went to balik pulau to visit my mum's friend. we went out for lunch with them. in some ulu place.
gawd. it's like. a whole new place there. lol. so ulu. xD
by the time we came back home was bout 5pm?
then i watched LIFE. omg. that show rocks.
wonder whens it showed. StarWorld definately. hah. but time?
oh. and today? mum agreed to send my brothers and I back to OB next year! OMG. yayyyyy! i miss it there soso much.
the kayaking, repelling, rock climbing, group camping etc.
miss my friends i met there! from around Penang to KL to Johor Bahru.
hope to see you guys again sometime. maybe back in OB? =D
i miss our CAs too. haha. polly, chris, nisha, cheng, bai, liz & khim.
sighhh*.
oh, and when i passed the bus area thing next to PESTA.
i saw our leo club seniors?
just remmebered there was the leo forum. lol.
heck.
going for din with mum's friends now.
so cheers! :)